embarrassingly

watercolor effect

I received an email from a classmate from college.。I'm going to see the exhibition.、That's called。For some reason I suddenly feel flustered.。“That’s dangerous.、I have to come up with a more decent picture.”。But、One of the exhibitions starts the day after tomorrow.、I've already put it up for sale、The other one starts next Monday.。No matter how busy I am, it's already too late。

If you think about it、I've been drawing since I was a student.、I almost never showed it to my friends。never hide、It wasn't like I was drawing in secret, though.、I think it just wasn't talked about.。graduation、find work、And many of my classmates have a certain status and status.、I started to retire after creating assets that I could leave behind.、I still don't have a job (I can't)、no position、What do these idiots whose assets are less than those in their first year of employment do?、40To what extent are there pictures that I have continued to draw with one memory in my mind for over a year?、Maybe he cares about me.、It is a sport that is firmly connected to the essence of current sports.。

surely、Not getting a job、I didn't even go to art school.、Just because I love you、40I find it strange that I have been able to live for over 20 years.。I also like things that are probably useless.、It's not bad to have some people in the world、This is probably because society has accepted it.。Because I didn't really try.、I can only think that it is even more so.。Then、Maybe you don't have to worry about it now、think in a way that is convenient for you。This is the result of 40 years、I can't proudly say that、I don't steal people's things and show them to them.、"This is it," I try to say in a low voice that can't be heard.。

watercolor effect

watercolor effect

with computer software、I tried watercolor effect。I was a little surprised。

Long before、When I tried "watercolor" in drawing software、The time lag is also large、The effect is just like diluting the magic ink.、I don't think it's very useful、I've been ignoring it since then。But、Looking at the way professional illustrators use color, etc.、On the other hand, there are so many things that I feel like I can't do without using a computer anymore.。

Used only occasionally、Software that is normally in a dead state、When I introduced a new brush... it was amazing、It’s evolving! ! It wasn't the software that was useless.、It was my head。Because the software is constantly evolving.、Gap etc. at that time、It will probably be improved soon。still、What kind of brush does what kind of effect?、Because I don't understand it at all、First of all, get to know the brush.。

A boring but precious day

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About once every few years、catch a rather big cold。Apparently it's this time。before it gets that bad、While I'm going to get another medicine、I went to my family clinic。

Tuesday 9am、"Please wait at least 2 hours"、Coming home soon。I went back after doing some chores.、Then another hour。By the time I got the medicine at the pharmacy and returned home, my condition had begun to worsen.。Only healthy people can go to the hospital.、black joke as it is。Then it got worse straight away。Fortunately, I had already received the medicine.。oh yeah、There was a wake that night.、monk's long、nonsense、It wasn't good to hear such lame stories.。I lost my rosary beads because of that.。It looked pretty good considering I bought it at a 100 yen shop.。I regret that rosary beads are not something I should bring to a funeral.。

anyway from that night、I think it's cut somewhere.、Sore throat and cough、snot。Fever is normal +1.5°。I finally woke up normally this morning (Thursday).、Even after I woke up, I felt a bit absentminded.。I don't know if that's normal, but。My errands are piled up。I have some business to go out to.、Leave everything for later。If you think that there are days like this、This is also a precious day。