Author: Takashi

Takashi's personal blog。Not just about paintings、What I think about every day、what you feel、I write whatever comes to mind。This blog is the third generation。From the beginning, it has been over 20 years.。 2023From January 1st、For now, I decided to just write on odd numbered days.。I'm going to think about my future direction and other things piece by piece.。

diet

“Tulip Pot” Tempera 2021

Here 1，2during the month、I was asked several times, “Did you lose weight?” and “Did something happen?”。This means that the effects of the diet are beginning to show in the appearance.。Diet since the end of October last year、Still continuing – currently going back and forth between 62.5 and 63.5 kg。My physical condition is very light.。Please rest assured。I was 169cm tall when I was diagnosed with metabolic syndrome.、74kg (69 kg before corona)、I have lost around 6kg compared to before the coronavirus.、It's been a long time since I've returned to my high school weight.。Weight loss is invisible、As my waist circumference started to decrease、This change is probably visible to those around you.。

It is said that if your weight decreases by 1kg, your waist circumference will decrease by approximately 1cm.。I thought it was real.、My abdominal circumference has actually shrunk by almost 10cm.。All my previous pants were baggy.。All belts must be cut 10 cm in order to be usable.。Although the thickness of subcutaneous fat around the navel does not change much,、below that、The amount of fat that sometimes made it painful to bend forward has disappeared completely.。Even if you are diagnosed with metabolic syndrome、I didn't really feel overweight.、Wearing baggy pants、On the contrary, I feel like I can see more clearly what my body looked like before the checkup.。

The most pleasant change that I didn't expect was、“Sleeping pills” are no longer necessary.。I have written about “exploding sound syndrome in the head” before.、In short, a stubborn and stubborn sleep disorder has been really tormenting me for a long time.。That's、Finally in the past month、I've started to be able to sleep without taking medication (though it's only been a month)。This may be the effect of walking。
Originally, the (second) purpose of my diet was、It was also for my obese son.。Any child、○○ prohibited etc.、It's better to do ○○、I tend to resist commanding statements and guidance (I myself do this).。Especially since I have metabolic syndrome、Oh Shiroda、This is better、No matter what I say, there's no way they'll listen to me.。So、(Of course, my health comes first) I have personally experienced and verified the effects of dieting.、material visible to him、I also wanted to be a kind of guinea pig.。

At the metabolic syndrome screening venue、This is an ostentatious imitation of a lump of fat marked with ``1 kg'' and ``3 kg.''。I secretly held 3 kg in my hand.、I tried applying it to my stomach。That heavy "unpleasant weight (if it were gold or platinum! It might be so heavy that you can't stand up)"。That's 2、Three of them disappeared from my body - that comfort、It feels like the joy of climbing when you stand on the top continues forever.。
I don't want to put two of those things on my body again.。That's my current state of mind。

violence of many

prominence sunset。It's like the end of the world (2021/06/21)

There is a judging process for art exhibitions.。According to the “common sense” of the world (Japan?)、It seems that many artists are "insane" people.、I'm a bit reserved and people say I'm a "weird person"。if、If such common sense is correct、Works selected by such people、It's funny to see people with common sense nodding their heads in agreement.。
In the past, there were even cases where there were no artists at all to judge large-scale art exhibitions.。Aren't you showing favoritism to an artist you know?、I think it's because they don't want the public to think that they're doing something wrong (though I don't know why they think it's only true for artists).、novelist、critic、museum director or curator、Sometimes politicians join in。
Although the examination results (text) are plausible,、what are you looking at、I can't trust you easily。Of course, I'm not saying it's absurd to say that novelists and politicians can't understand pictures.、It's no use protesting against it。This is because the opinion of an insane artist cannot become the majority.。

Is the majority always right?、If you ask me, many people will say that's not the case.。But、followed by “but”。"but、Isn't that true in most cases? ”。in this case、The words "correct" and "common sense" are very close together.、I think。
Common sense can be insane depending on the time and place.。Until relatively recently, urinating standing on the roadside was "common sense" in Japan.。According to books, this was true even for adult women in the Edo period.。Watching historical dramas、There are often many bamboo sticks leaning against the walls of houses.。そこにできる三角形の空間が一種の臨時トイレとして利用されていたらしい。小さなノズルで肛門まで自動的に洗うようになったこの国で、is。
　立小便が常識だったから、それを禁止する法律や教育で「正しさ」を「多数にする」ことが必要になったのだった。

多数派工作とは、自分（たち）の考えが正しいことを数で示そうとして、賛成してくれるよう他人に働きかけること。わたしたちは小学生の頃から、例えば学級会などでも多数決でいろんなことを決めてきた。多数派の意見が採用されるわけだから、考えがある人はそれを論じて他人を説得し、自分の意見、アイデアに賛成してもらう、つまり多数派を形成しようとするわけだ。あるいはその意見に与することで多数派の傘の下に入ろうとする。それをどこかで、民主主義という語に半分くらいすり替えられて教わってきたのだが、実は「数は力」という「実力行使の別の顔」の使い方を繰り返し学習してきたのだった。

　「でも、多くの場合正しいんじゃない？」とやっぱりわたしも思い、それに従ってきた。but、最近は「多数」とか「常識」ということを脅威に感じるようになってきた。
　芸術の世界では「個」以外に存在の価値はない（そもそも芸術家と自認する画家などいないのだが）。100人の画家がいても、みんな同じなどと考えている画家はいない。that's why、「多数という実力行使」＝暴力にはまったく無力である。そのことはコロナ禍にあって際立ってきたが、ことの本質はコロナがあろうとなかろうと、「多数が正しい」と信じる一種のカルト宗教が世間を支配していることに気がつかないか、気づかないふりをして多数派でいようとしている人々が圧倒的多数だという現実である。

Thoughts from one day's CG diary

2005Diary of December 31st

About 20 years ago, CG picture diaries looked like this (copied from data)。Before that, my picture diary was drawn in a sketchbook.)。Up until then, I was a lazy writer when it came to writing diaries.、Until my son was able to write his own diary.、It was a picture diary that I, as a parent, started to write down.。
It was a quick way to show it to the person who couldn't read yet, but it was a quick way to show it every morning.、When I tried it, I realized that there was no extra pressure on myself to create a "diary" where I didn't write about myself.、A homepage and picture diary with him as the main character、From just before he entered kindergarten until he graduated from junior high school、I was able to keep it interesting beyond my expectations.。
An artist friend of mine、I have an administrative contact book for my son's kindergarten.、Only one book in the world、Have fun、interesting、I was shown how it had been dramatically re-created as a precious record of growth.、It all started when I received a lot of inspiration.。

My son is ``born?'' good at computers.、When he was an older child in kindergarten、It is true that he was already my "computer teacher".。Due to the need to input Roman characters、I was the one who taught him the alphabet, ``Aiueo''、From there, he searched the internet on his own.、I absorbed more and more necessary knowledge.。

“Press any key” When the words appear on the computer screen、As a kindergartener, he immediately said, ``This means press a certain key,'' and I listened again.。Computers at that time were Windows. 3.0 mosquito 3.1 It should was。windows exploded 95 3 or 4 years ago。Even though I don't even know a single English word yet.、I can already understand the meaning of many English sentences just by feeling.、What I was using was、I think it's amazing even now that I think about it。
but、In fact, there are probably many parents who have had similar experiences.。I know that I can only do what I can't do, but I'm frustrated、In fact, I think most parents are like that.、It is a sport that is firmly connected to the essence of current sports.。Children's abilities are extraordinary。They're like human-sized IPS cells.。You can be anything、Never over。Even on our parents' side、I'm sure it was like that when I was a child.。
-but、Why was this ability not developed? One of the reasons is the parents' responsibility.。The other thing is society's responsibility.、It is meaningless to consider these two separately.。In other words,、This means that it is the social environment, including parents, that deprives children of their abilities.。
however、It's not just about the immediate environment,、history、From things that include a time axis such as folklore、Humanistic environmental axis such as ideology and education、A huge space that includes all the spatial axes such as the natural environment in which you were born and raised.、it's mighty。I wrote "parental responsibility"、While struggling within such a huge thing, we can change the environment just a little.、This is too difficult for the parents individually.。

That's why、“It can’t be helped” is not enough.。including those of us who are already elderly.、Because the future of all people's ability to become anything depends on it.、It is true that there is no other way but to change things little by little.。
Although I am close to powerless, I believe that I am not zero.、Taking an ant's step towards a distance that seems infinite。
The fact that the space probe "Hayabusa" spent more than six years traveling back and forth to the asteroid "Ryugu" located 150 million km away touched many people.。Hayabusa is already heading toward a new asteroid for the next decade。If you accidentally、We may no longer be in this world before Hayabusa changes it to Earth again.、It is also true that people change things little by little.。The road to Rome begins with a single step。Rome is closer than Ryugu。