Author: Takashi

Takashi's personal blog。Not just about paintings、What I think about every day、what you feel、I write whatever comes to mind。This blog is the third generation。From the beginning, it has been over 20 years.。 2023From January 1st、For now, I decided to just write on odd numbered days.。I'm going to think about my future direction and other things piece by piece.。

Channel doesn't match

12I uploaded a video for the first time in a while。If you have time、I would like you to take a look。It’s been 8 days since I last blogged.。I also wrote articles、It wasn't that I wasn't feeling well either.、Up it、I just didn't feel like reading it at all.。

Probably many Japanese people (about 90%?) have it.、I think I also have a very mild case of depression.。I guess that shows up sometimes。Then、There's no point in doing anything、I feel like、I feel like throwing away unfinished business.。On the other hand、"Light" means、listen to good music、When I see a good picture、Immediately I felt energized and said, ``Let's go a little further.''。Then I think I'll stop.。

all last year、作品発表のほとんどの場から身を引きました。Looking at the big picture、わたしはどんどん「社会」から後じさりしているようです。going out into society、Must be involved with society、生きていくことが難しいように世の中は作られているのですが、I want to be alone if possible、I've had this personality since childhood.、It seems like not much has changed。However,、grow a field by yourself、I don't have the knowledge or ability to catch fish and become self-sufficient.、It's just a wish、I really can't live alone。

There is currently a painting class.、That is the point of contact with society.。don't draw、I rarely have contact with people I'm not interested in.。with society、I have never made any effort to expand my contacts outside of painting (I was not proactive even with painting).。In that sense、I am a social “misfit”、I'm positioning myself。I don't think it's "unsuitable" though.、I guess I'm the type who can't bond well (I don't even like the word "bond")。
I don't hate humans by any means, but、I don't like socializing。What I like about Favre and Seaton is、It may be because there is such a thing.。But、I think the number of such people is increasing in Japan.。In other words、On the other hand, while seeking connections with people through SNS etc.、On the other hand, each one wants to be alone.。In that dilemma、Everyone has “mild depression”。In other words、I'm saying that people like me are quite normal.。

the filter called body

Involuntarily、I opened my mouth.。Because what I did was written there.。It's a bit long, but I'll quote it:。-"for example、When you think of an apple, you mean a red, round fruit.。The dictionary meaning is already firmly established.、There are no cracks。But the poet、Breaking free from the shackles of words and meanings、find a completely different meaning。The cross section of an apple is likened to the slope of a cliff...''。It's like I was watching the moment when I connected the cliff and the apple (which led to the current Apple series).。

I read it this morning、In the Asahi Shimbun Digital series “AI and Us”、What Gunji Pegio Yukio said (by the way)、It's because Pegio likes penguins.)。But、next moment、I thought of something else。“To give an example、It's easy for everyone to understand."。It's not a flying idea、I just took a step to the side.、I guess that means。of course、I think I'm like that too.、I thought about it then and I think about it now.。

It also says。“More than AI itself.、More and more people are assuming that AI will help them understand everything in the world.、It’s scary (I made it a little shorter).”。Anatomist Mengiko Yoro said, ``AI cannot overcome the wall of stupidity.''。Don't make fun of your body、This is also connected to the fact that he says,。

When thinking about what to draw、(I don't do that much these days) First, I pick up a poetry collection.、I started by picking out words that seemed to evoke an image.。I don't think I was able to fully understand the content of the poem.、Ideas from words、Whether or not you can expand your imagination、It was necessary for my own experiences to overlap.。As long as words and meanings go back and forth through the “filter of the body”、Vibrant (individual) details emerge there.。A small protrusion scraped my arm - such physicality.、He supported the work.。The emptiness of images created by AI、まさにそのことを裏返しに示しているのだと思う。

From what you can do -2

“What you can do” differs depending on the person.。That's common knowledge。But it's just words、Me and others、I feel like I can do the same things as other people.。What kind of person do you mean by "a person" who is "on the same level as a human"?。How do you measure "the same amount"?、without thinking about it、I vaguely feel like that.。

sing a song。play an instrument。go fishing。climb a mountain。write a poem。Cooking...the list of things is endless.、Some people are good at everything at a professional level.、Some people are not good at it。Apparently, the questioner thinks that "the concrete result of sketching" brings fun.、What is "normal" or "normal"?、No one can judge (maybe)、I think)。Somehow、I'm just looking at my own average value?。without experience、I shouldn't even be able to make that.、For some reason I feel like I know everything (like God)。I wonder why。

If there is a kind of "information/knowledge"、I guess I feel like I "know"。Knowledge also includes "other people's failures"。I think I'm a little better than that.、That guy。Then、“What you can do” means、have certain knowledge、Moreover, I have a certain level of confidence that I can do a little better.、I wonder if that means that。

If you have no experience、I don't care if I can do it or not、You won't really know until you try it。Whether you can or not、If you try it, you will get some kind of response.。based on that、If you feel like you can do it、Try going a little deeper。In that sense, it's not "because of what you can do."、The title has been changed to "From what seems possible."。on the other hand、Try various things、From an experienced person who could only get a weak response from all of them,、From that (thinness) shading、"for now、これなら」という感じで、「できたことから」になるのだろうか。
　最近、「なんでこんなことができないんだろう」と頭を搔きむしることが増えた。That's、髪の毛が薄くなったのと関係があるかないかは知らないが、本来やるべきことを忘れて、こんなどうでもいいことを妄想していた。This is it、できることもできなくなるワケだよね。