Author: Takashi

Takashi's personal blog。Not just about paintings、What I think about every day、what you feel、I write whatever comes to mind。This blog is the third generation。From the beginning, it has been over 20 years.。 2023From January 1st、For now, I decided to just write on odd numbered days.。I'm going to think about my future direction and other things piece by piece.。

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"Nautilus、"Sake Utensils and Cymbidium" Watercolor F6

For a while now、I mentioned the other day that I hadn't uploaded any videos to YouTube.。I was busy though.、It's because I didn't feel like it any more.、I also wrote that。But、I continued doing watercolors.。

There was also a classroom, so it's only natural.、This person was motivated.。Therefore、"I didn't feel like doing anything" means、It was a little over the top。

Why did I become interested in watercolor?、It all started when I painted a “sunset”.。In watercolor, gradation and blur are felt to be the most watercolor-like.、It is a sport that is firmly connected to the essence of current sports.。Well then、You have to be able to do anything! If you think about it and try it、I can't do it as well as I think I can。100％、Perfect gradation every time、What should I do to get rid of the bleeding?、What if I thought about it?、So I just happened to end up making a series of them.。

In a row、I created a video called ``Drawing a Sunset - Watercolor'' with gradation and blur as one of the themes.。try it、I became even more aware that gradations and blurring are “crazy”。Either watercolor or oil painting、You can draw as many details as you want, but、The theme is blur that is difficult to control.、I made this my current task.。And、How can this be developed in oil painting?、When I started thinking about that、I feel like I can no longer remain in a state of lethargy.。I'm not saying that lethargy is bad.。

Butsumetsu

　　　　　　　　「夏の池」　　水彩、F6

仏滅とは「仏の居ない日」という意味らしい。人々を救済することに忙しい仏にも、人間並みに休息日が必要だということでしょう。that's why、その日は衆生はそれぞれ自分自身で身を護りなさい、and。

わたしは仏教徒、isn't it。仏壇もないし、お盆だからと言って実家に帰り墓参りすることも面倒がってしない。Oh dear、無宗教と言うのが一番近い。But、何か悪いことがあると「今日は仏滅かな」と、その時だけは頭に浮かぶ。昨日も仏滅だった。

一日中嫌な感じ、というより昨夜から何度も何度も思い出して、よく眠れなかった。一夜明けて今日は大安。大安なら逆に何かいいことがあってもよさそうなものだが、こちらは普段はあまり気にかけない。我ながら現金なものである。

午後から教室の人の絵を見て、自分でもちょっとだけ絵を描いた。絵を見たり、描いたり。on second thoughts、これ以上の気分転換はない。大安である。

50 I uploaded it for the first time in a day!

7Month 21st (Sun) 7:00I uploaded it to

5since month 30、50Uploaded for the first time in a day。on the way、Even though I've thought about quitting YouTube many times,、I was wavering between "What should I do if I stop?" but I managed to row.。

This video was shot on Sunday, July 7th.。Up in 2 weeks。My life cycle revolves around every two weeks.、There's nothing I can't do at this pace every time.。

Why didn't you make a video for 50 days?。Being busy was busy、Although there were some problems such as the keyboard breaking.、The real reason was that I couldn't maintain motivation.。YouTube is not without hope though.、cannot be perceived as real。While I was thinking about various things、My feeling of giving up has become stronger。
I don't even want to watch my own channel anymore、The number of views also decreased by one-third.。already、I didn't care anymore and moved further away。

I have to draw a proper picture。For that reason now、what should i do at this moment。Sea urchins seem to be doing their usual rounds.、Like a slight amount of fat on your stomach、My love for videos has returned。on a long vacation、There must be some viewers who thought the channel had been discontinued.。needed a break。