I finally have to draw a picture

"Dendrobium" watercolor

I finally have to draw a picture。義務ではない仕事でもない。as my life、I have to draw a picture to summarize.。

I've been drawing a lot of pictures so far.、I'm still drawing it though.、For some reason, I don't feel like I painted my own picture.。If it stays like this、without drawing a picture of myself、It's that worldly thing.、I've gotten used to thinking about things like this.。Fujimi myself (Fujimi x、I, who believed that I was immortal,、That's right。

Well then、What were your previous paintings? That means。It will be “quite a little miso”.、Until now、I'm sure it's not like I've been drawing "other people's pictures."、Even if I look at my own work now、I think that my worldview is reflected in my paintings to some extent (I guess this is called ``smugness'').。But、Something's missing。
I want to draw a good picture、This is different from。There are times when I think I have drawn a ``good picture.''、This is when I am drawing the worst picture.、What is that?、Because I have experienced it deeply in my life so far.、I have already graduated from that dimension.。What I wish for is、Maybe it's the guy who says, ``I had a world like this too'' or ``I can't live like this anymore.''。

It's like a historical drama that he dies immediately after drawing it.、Because he's from the past.、Please take that seriously、``If this person had lived a few more years,、I could have drawn a more interesting picture."、I want to die painting a picture that makes me want to imagine it.。differently、I don't want that kind of evaluation.。My desire to draw pictures that make me feel that way、This is the one I want to take with me to the afterlife.。

ukraine war

「芍薬」 水彩

YouTubeなどを見るとウクライナ戦争に関するチャンネルがたくさんあってどれもそれなりに視聴されているようです発展途上国内の部族紛争絡みの内戦と違ってれっきとした先進国同士のしかもどこかの小さな島を巡る争いのようなものではなく一国の存亡をかけた総力戦ですから関心が高いのは当然ですがこと日本に関する限り誤解を恐れずに言えば多くの人にとって本物のエンターテイメントでもあるからでしょう

死に物狂いの争いでも無関係の第三者が安全な場所から見る限りそれは一種の娯楽になり得ます古代ローマのコロッセオで囚人とライオンとの一騎打ちを見物する観衆のようにあるいはハイエナに襲われる瀕死のシマウマをサファリカーからスマートフォンで写真を撮る観光客の例を出すまでもなく

But、すでに多くの人が指摘しているようにウクライナ戦争は決して高みの見物ができるようなものではなく日本とも無関係ではないとわたしも思いますもしウクライナが負けたならそれはほぼロシア一国を相手にアメリカNato日本などの連合軍が負けるに等しいことになるでしょう国連でももうアメリカの云うことをまともに聞く国は無くなるでしょうしロシア寄りのドイツフランスとその他にNatoは分裂ですし台湾に中国が侵攻してももう誰にも止めることはできなくなりますいずれはロシアと中国も争うでしょうが当面は世界の二大リーダーということになるでしょう

悲観論とは思いませんごく論理的な帰結です東京から南は中国領北はロシア領となる可能性だってゼロではないそれがウクライナ戦争の日本における意味だと思います日本を含め欧米は確かにウクライナに大きな援助をしています。But、対岸の火事感一種の観衆感を拭い去ることができませんウクライナは負けそうです援助も遅すぎ少な過ぎ制約あり過ぎで非効率と言われていますこのツケはそう遠くないうちに自分たちで支払うことになるでしょう今はそうならないことを祈るしかできませんがこの記事はウクライナ戦争に対する現時点での自分自身の記録として書きました

"Picture" and "something similar to a painting"

"Bud - German Iris" watercolor、pen etc.

This ultimately comes down to the question, "What is painting?"。``Something similar to a painting'' = ``not a painting''、This is because the question of what a painting is is the other side of the question.。

The main topic is the picture.、It would be easier to give an example of sculpture.、I will do that。Sculpture = 3D = Sculpture、Isn't it? Cars are three-dimensional、no one calls it sculpture。The handbags in the shop window are also elaborate and beautiful.、I wouldn't call it a sculpture after all.。But、If a sculptor made this shape out of bronze, it would be called a sculpture.。in the same way、If a handbag is made by a sculptor, it is also a sculpture.。It's not a matter of the material, like metal or leather.。Well then、Is anything made by a sculptor a sculpture? the answer is yes、is。

One of the top contemporary painters、Gerhard Richter (Germany) said, ``(To me) everything that the eye sees is a painting.''。In that case, don't call it ``something that resembles a painting.''、Isn't it okay to say that it's all a picture?、I think so, right?。The point is、There is no meaning in distinguishing between a painting and something similar to a painting.、That's what I'm saying、Because it's Richter。like him、There are very few people who pursue the differences between paintings and non-paintings.。ordinary people like me、ordinary people need to think more。

I also recognize a picture drawn in the sand as a painting.。Pictures drawn in the air with a penlight are also accepted.。If a sculptor makes it、Anpan is also a sculpture.、It's a painting because an artist draws it.。Even if a school teacher draws it, it will not become a painting.。That teacher became a “painter”、It becomes a “painting” for the first time.。"Painter" in this case does not refer to the occupation column.、that person's personal、I am a “painter” as a mind.。unless you become an artist、cannot create works of art、and that's how I feel。