Month: December 2023

Today is Tuesday, December 5, 2023。the day before yesterday、I had an errand to request a delivery on a specified date and time.、I was looking at the paper、Somehow my head was confused。Huh? Huh? I still have that uncertain feeling、I went to the post office。Because the confusion won't go away、While checking various things、I noticed that the calendar was still in November.。

There are three calendars hanging around my desk.。One is actually in December.。One is in November、The other one was still in October.。I saw it in November。It happened to be right in front of me when I bent down to fill it out.、I just happened to see it。That was good~。I was worried that my poor brain would melt even further.。But、I have already requested the date and time.、I don't want to have nightmares、I decided not to think about it anymore。

Time flies. time flies。That's exactly right。no one can stop it。October has passed、11The moon too、For me, it may have been almost the same time now (December).。Editing the "Study of Hands" video。Even during production、Even while editing, I was retracing my memories somewhere in my head.。40About a year ago、I'm sure this is how you practiced drawing hands...。The hands that use the brushes appear to overlap.、It seems like it's not all about eyesight.。

今日は偶数日ですが、久しぶりにアップロードしたので、臨時にブログします。最近はアップの頻度も少ないし、パターンも限られているせいか、視聴数も全然伸びなくなりました。過去の、今より下手くそなビデオの方が視聴数多いのはなぜなのか、反省する必要があるかもしれません。

視聴数が伸びない中では、チャンネル登録をする人が意外に多い気がしています。有名YouTuber の一日50人とか100人とかに較べるとものの数ではないかも知れませんが、ほぼ毎日1人というのは、自分としては、？と思うほど多く感じます。

製作数はまだ100本にも程遠い。100本までは初心者といわれるなか、実際に自分でもまだまだ初心者の自覚はあります。特に最近は作ること自体に虚無感を感じることが多くなり、それを振り払う気力の方が不足がちです。視聴数とか、登録者数など、なるべくそうした数字に捉われず、一本ずつ丁寧に反省を取り入れながら製作していこうと、気持ちを新たにしたところです。今日は「手の練習」を撮影する予定。

I've lived too long、It is a sport that is firmly connected to the essence of current sports.。30In his generation、60I didn't think about anything after age。I didn't think about it though、I thought it was okay to burn out there.。

But、I didn't even try to burn out。Because it's lazy、Just clean up what's right in front of you、I've been spending my time lazing around。This year is also the end of the year、It's hard to think about what you've done、I haven't done anything。How long are you planning to continue this situation?。

Sunday。That's the only thing I can think of。