Goal Goal

"Apple - Going Alone" Tempera F6 2023。08.22

The bottom half is not needed in this picture.。I think you'll understand the meaning if you cover it with your hand and look at it.。However, I couldn't cut the canvas in half.、Trying to somehow give some meaning to the bottom half、2I wasted about a month of my time.。Oh dear、If you think it's a well-finished Esquis、It wouldn't have been meaningless though。

While I'm delaying、It's like two ideas with different personalities share one image.、The picture ended up being somewhat unbalanced (uncomfortable).。cutting the bottom half、It's about abandoning an idea.。Furthermore, I am too conscious of the flow of recent works.、A little more detailed description? There are too many。This is a great example of why taking too much extra time is bad.。

Although、I was able to finish it for now。Reaching the goal is as important as running a marathon.。The first time I scored、No good there、This is good、Next time, try this and you will be able to look at it calmly.。You'll learn much more than if you abandoned it midway through.。From the height of the goal point、This is because you will be able to get a bird's-eye view of everything from before the start.。even if you give up、Once you reach the goal, you will receive a reward.、You can handle it without regrets.。Immediately after finishing、Think of the next picture、We were able to start (currently under construction)♪

砂漠でわさびを育てるような

2023..08.20 21:40 やっとアップしました

かなり時間をかけて編集(かかり過ぎ)予定よりまる一日以上遅れて昨夜配信しました毎回面白く役立つようにと少しずつ工夫しているつもりですがどうも一人で空回りしている感じがします

たくさんのYouTuber が同じように感じそれに対応しようと頑張りすぎて身体を壊してしまう人も少なくないようですわたしがチャンネル登録している人の中にも突然しばらく投稿がなくなったりしばらく投稿休みますなどとメッセージが出たりしています
 わたしはせいぜい “一週間に1本出せればいい” レベルのまだまだとぼけた方ですが何十万人ものチャンネル登録者を運営しているYouTuber などはほぼ毎日どころか月に50本とか100本とか投稿しているのでいくらスタッフがいたり編集やサムネイル作りを外注したりしていても寝る時間を確保するのさえ難しく過労は避けられないと想像できます

YouTubeからクリエイターに対して健康管理に注意するようメッセージが届くのもそのことを反映しているのでしょう確かに面白くないよねと自分の動画を見て思いますがかといって一時的に無理なキャラクターを演じてみてももっと負担が増えるだけで何度も続けられないでしょう結局はコツコツと工夫を重ねていくしかないのですがアップするたびに砂に水を撒くような感じはとてもメンタルに響いてきます

動画作りに慣れるにしたがって様々な編集技術を覚え動画は滑らかになっていきます。But、面白いかどうかはまったく別問題感性の問題です必ずしも内容の問題でもありません学校に通っている時同じ数学英語という教科でも先生によって授業が面白かったりつまらなかったりするようなものですこれはたんに知識とか技術だけではない何か・・・があるかないかなんでしょうね

personality

From my work “Flying Man” (F30 tempera)、part of the background

personality。Although it's not worth emphasizing that it's "unique"、However, it's not just Kintaro's candy; it's his "personality."。when working on a computer、Some people worry that it will disappear。Especially as AI becomes more pervasive.、I wonder if the presence of humans themselves will become less and less。

In the past, handwritten documents were the only documents available.。but、Some of them are too unique to be read.。I have seen Nichiren Shonin's letters in museums.、at a glance、For better or worse, I was surprised by the strong writing that made me think, ``This person is no ordinary person.''。When ordinary people began to communicate by text、Of course, the number of things that are difficult to read will also increase.。
The beauty of letters、Even if it means sacrificing one's individuality、The typewriter was invented with priority given to readability.、Eventually it became a word processor.、Currently, I can not only hear the buttons on my smartphone but also hear the voice properly.、It will be sent in beautiful letters.。
But、On the other hand, humans are also creatures that dislike uniformity.。For example,、font。easy to read、As long as it's easy to use, you might be able to do everything with just one type.、There are so many types that you will be surprised、Most people use them freely depending on the time and situation.。It probably comes from an instinct to convey emotions.。Humans have built civilization through communication.、The basis of that communication is “empathy.”、In a sense, it is natural。

Computer experts often say that ``personality is important'' and ``in the end it's all about who you are.''。The idea that computers ``eliminate one's individuality''、180It's the opposite。What does it mean?。If it's a word processor、same keyboard、Same software, same font、The text you type is different for each person.。It seems obvious, but、Can we say the same thing if we spread it across the entire computer?。I don't really think so。This is because there is a problem of getting used to it.。
When I first started using a word processor、There is no room for writing etc.、I'm doing my best just trying to master it.。``As I mastered it,'' my consciousness gradually returned to myself.、I think you are now able to think of sentences that are “your own.”。
But、How to “master” a computer、Frankly speaking, "impossible"。A computer is not just a tool。And updated daily、Rather than narrowing the gap between me and myself、It's opening up more and more。The day when you can master it will never come.。

After all、Even if you use a computer、その一分野だけたとえばグラフィックアートならそこだけそこに特化して「使いこなせ」るようになり初めて「最後はその人らしさ」と言えるだけではないでしょうか「コンピューターで自分の世界が広がる」は一種の幻想ではないのでしょうか自分が知らなかったできなかったことをコンピューターで知ることができやることができるその意味では確かに「自分の世界が」広がったように感じるでしょう。But、それ以外のところではむしろさらに谷は深くなり断絶は厳しくなってくるのではないでしょうか「その人らしさ」の伝わる分野は一層狭くなり時には極大化されて「その人らしくない」その人らしさが広がっていくのではないでしょうか