Goal Goal

"Apple - Going Alone" Tempera F6 2023。08.22

The bottom half is not needed in this picture.。I think you'll understand the meaning if you cover it with your hand and look at it.。However, I couldn't cut the canvas in half.、Trying to somehow give some meaning to the bottom half、2I wasted about a month of my time.。Oh dear、If you think it's a well-finished Esquis、It wouldn't have been meaningless though。

While I'm delaying、It's like two ideas with different personalities share one image.、The picture ended up being somewhat unbalanced (uncomfortable).。cutting the bottom half、It's about abandoning an idea.。Furthermore, I am too conscious of the flow of recent works.、A little more detailed description? There are too many。This is a great example of why taking too much extra time is bad.。

Although、I was able to finish it for now。Reaching the goal is as important as running a marathon.。The first time I scored、No good there、This is good、Next time, try this and you will be able to look at it calmly.。You'll learn much more than if you abandoned it midway through.。From the height of the goal point、This is because you will be able to get a bird's-eye view of everything from before the start.。even if you give up、Once you reach the goal, you will receive a reward.、You can handle it without regrets.。Immediately after finishing、Think of the next picture、We were able to start (currently under construction)♪

Like growing wasabi in the desert

2023..08.20 21:40 Finally uploaded

Editing took a long time (too much time)、more than a full day behind schedule、Delivered last night。Interesting every time、I'm trying to improve it little by little to make it more useful.、I feel like I'm running around alone.。

Many YouTubers feel the same way、Trying too hard to cope with it、It seems that there are many people who end up damaging their bodies.。Among the people who subscribe to my channel、Suddenly there are no posts for a while、I will take a break from posting for a while.、I am getting messages such as。
 I'm still a novice at the level of ``I only need to put out one book a week'' at most.、YouTubers with hundreds of thousands of subscribers, etc.、I'm not only posting almost every day, but 50 or 100 posts a month.、How many staff do you have?、Even if you outsource editing and thumbnail creation.、Even finding time to sleep is difficult.、I can imagine that overwork is inevitable.。

From YouTube to creators、You may receive a message telling you to take care of your health.、It probably reflects that。It's definitely not fun、That's what I think when I watch my video、However, even if you temporarily play an impossible character,、It just adds more burden、I can't go on and on。In the end, we just have to keep trying and making improvements.、Every time I upload it, it feels like I'm sprinkling water on sand, and it really resonates with me mentally.。

As you get used to making videos、Learn various editing techniques、The video will become smoother。But、Whether it's interesting or not is a completely different matter.、It's a matter of sensitivity。It's not necessarily a matter of content either.。学校に通っている時同じ数学英語という教科でも先生によって授業が面白かったりつまらなかったりするようなものですこれはたんに知識とか技術だけではない何か・・・があるかないかなんでしょうね

personality

From my work “Flying Man” (F30 tempera)、part of the background

personality。Although it's not worth emphasizing that it's "unique"、However, it's not just Kintaro's candy; it's his "personality."。when working on a computer、Some people worry that it will disappear。Especially as AI becomes more pervasive.、I wonder if the presence of humans themselves will become less and less。

In the past, handwritten documents were the only documents available.。but、Some of them are too unique to be read.。I have seen Nichiren Shonin's letters in museums.、at a glance、For better or worse, I was surprised by the strong writing that made me think, ``This person is no ordinary person.''。When ordinary people began to communicate by text、Of course, the number of things that are difficult to read will also increase.。
The beauty of letters、Even if it means sacrificing one's individuality、The typewriter was invented with priority given to readability.、Eventually it became a word processor.、Currently, I can not only hear the buttons on my smartphone but also hear the voice properly.、It will be sent in beautiful letters.。
But、On the other hand, humans are also creatures that dislike uniformity.。For example,、font。easy to read、As long as it's easy to use, you might be able to do everything with just one type.、There are so many types that you will be surprised、Most people use them freely depending on the time and situation.。It probably comes from an instinct to convey emotions.。Humans have built civilization through communication.、The basis of that communication is “empathy.”、In a sense, it is natural。

Computer experts often say that ``personality is important'' and ``in the end it's all about who you are.''。The idea that computers ``eliminate one's individuality''、180It's the opposite。What does it mean?。If it's a word processor、same keyboard、Same software, same font、The text you type is different for each person.。It seems obvious, but、Can we say the same thing if we spread it across the entire computer?。I don't really think so。This is because there is a problem of getting used to it.。
When I first started using a word processor、There is no room for writing etc.、I'm doing my best just trying to master it.。``As I mastered it,'' my consciousness gradually returned to myself.、I think you are now able to think of sentences that are “your own.”。
But、How to “master” a computer、Frankly speaking, "impossible"。A computer is not just a tool。And updated daily、Rather than narrowing the gap between me and myself、It's opening up more and more。The day when you can master it will never come.。

After all、Even if you use a computer、その一分野だけたとえばグラフィックアートならそこだけそこに特化して「使いこなせ」るようになり初めて「最後はその人らしさ」と言えるだけではないでしょうか「コンピューターで自分の世界が広がる」は一種の幻想ではないのでしょうか自分が知らなかったできなかったことをコンピューターで知ることができやることができるその意味では確かに「自分の世界が」広がったように感じるでしょう。But、それ以外のところではむしろさらに谷は深くなり断絶は厳しくなってくるのではないでしょうか「その人らしさ」の伝わる分野は一層狭くなり時には極大化されて「その人らしくない」その人らしさが広がっていくのではないでしょうか