Change of thinking、That being said,

Autumn Trumpet (watercolor F6)

"I have to change my thinking."、I think I've been aware of it without anyone telling me、Maybe it's just a re-opening thing to think about (re-)newly?、I think that's what I'm thinking these days。But、If you think about it a little deeper,、Try it first、Learn from that experience、It seems like there's only a steady way。

The simple thing is "trying"、As you get older you become unable to do it。From previous experience、"It's surely going to happen."、It is often said that it will stop you from feeling motivated to start。Probably so、The main reason is that you don't have to "dare" do it, you won't have to worry about it、I think it's something。In other words、That you don't feel the need to take risks。

No matter how old you are、I'm always willing to do what I like even if there's no reason、If it becomes essential, you will do something you don't like.。But、If you're just saying, "You won't have to worry about having to do it"、There's no need to dare to do anything troublesome。Young people are curious and say, "I don't feel the need for it (if someone else does it, I'll give it a try too."。There may be a difference between objective or subjective view。

Thinking about yourself、Even if someone else does something surprisingly easy、It was surprisingly difficult for me, who had never experienced it.。Those little traumas stand first、I'm starting to feel scared first。But when I first saw it、Over time, I gradually began to see the surroundings、I gradually get the scaffolding and clues out (I feel like it)。...No no, it's roundabout。in short、Simply being curious like a young person、I guess it's about finding something that looks interesting。

I don't have any money

Still life with Greek-style plates, watercolor, F8

I get excited when my wife says, "I don't have any more money."、Instead, I suddenly feel a bit uncomfortable、My heart rhythm is disrupted and I feel dizzy。

Even if you say that, there's nothing that doesn't exist, so there's nothing you don't have.。"That's a problem."、While not spilling coffee、For now, there is no choice but to leave the place quickly.。Who invented something irrelevant, like money?、Even if you hate it, it won't start。

Where the concept of money does not exist、By yourself、Catching fish、It's best to just build a field and do whatever you like while talking about something.。Then one day he collapses somewhere and goes to the other world - living alone on a deserted island、Speaking of which, I remember Defoe's "Robinson Crusoe Drifting Story."、He was a decent trader until just before he drifted away.、He is a genuine economic rationalist。There are many economic research and books based on that book.。When products can be delivered anywhere with a drone、Other than becoming a madman or diving into the bottom of the deep sea、It seems like there's no way to escape money (underwater drones are also rapidly evolving.、You can't let your guard down even at the deep seabed)。

No matter how many times I say "I don't have any money anymore"、I can't get used to that terrifying sound。Every time I feel a bit difficult to breathe、After all, as long as I live in the present day、I think it's a word you should never get used to。Every time I hurt my heart、Pacemakers are helpless due to dizziness caused by money stress。It seems there is no other effective medicine besides the cure of money.。

Autumn night

Drawing autumn still life

Today (11/20) is contrary to cloudy forecast.、It rained like the forecast was a day ago。11The moon is often calm in the plains of the Kanto region.、When it rains it feels like winter is near。

I don't want to see the red colour in the summer heat、As autumn approaches late autumn (it's just because the beginning of winter is over、It was winter already! ) I miss the red and orange colors of persimmon that give off a warm daylight。Regardless of the morning、For dinner, I want to eat hot pots and warm food.。

This is why、I drew it in a layout that looks like a red sitting in the middle of the screen。A pumpkin known as Colinky, known as "eat raw"、I imagined it from the name, but I thought it was an Italian vegetable (actually、It is said to be commonly used as an ingredient in Italian and French cuisine.、It seems to be South America。Even though it's South America, it's Andes、Apparently it's cold in highlands, so if you say that it suits you, it might look good.。

The length of the day is 24 hours、You should know that summer and winter won't change、It feels like the day is getting shorter and shorter in autumn and winter。Even haiku is called "short day" and "trainer"、There are seasonal words that make you feel like you're lamenting the reduction in the time of day。"Yonaga" is what makes you feel like there is a proper 24 hours.。A few months ahead、In a long night、What do we think?。