Month: August 2021

I am an electrical or electronic device.、IT related equipment too、Rather, I'm not good at all machinery.。Of course I'm not good at the computer I use to write this blog.。That said,、General functions of a computer、For example, searching online、Sending and receiving emails、simple spreadsheet、Documents created with Word, etc.。Importing and processing photos、Draw simple illustrations and designs、I've gradually gotten used to things like。It's been over 20 years since I started using a computer.、I use it for some kind of errand almost every day.、It's a bit weird if you don't get used to it.。

I'm not good with cameras either.。This is still embarrassing since I was a member of the photography club when I was a freshman in college.。I understand how interesting it is to look at photos.、There was a complete lack of research into equipment.。But、今時絵を描く人で、Regardless of whether it is a smartphone or a full-fledged one.、Isn't there anyone who wouldn't benefit from some kind of camera?。I really need to take a video too、I bought this camera at the end of last year.。

Actually, I wanted something one grade above this.、I could have bought it、A last-minute choice due to various constraints。Nevertheless、I hardly use it after I finish my errands.。When I bought it、I am determined to continue making videos from now on.、I also purchased video editing software as a set.、Editing that video is difficult for me.、I quickly felt depressed.。

The coronavirus pandemic still continues。After all, I would like to take this opportunity to fulfill my original purpose.、I took it out after a long time。But、Even though my brain's memory circuits are amazingly refreshed and empty.、Even I am surprised。Fortunately, I've gotten used to the drawing software on my iPad.、Now it can be handled as easily as a sketchbook.。So、The motif of the sketch、He says the way he used the camera became too sad.、story of tears。

Corona disaster。Tokyo has more than 5,000 new infections for three consecutive days (more than 25,000 nationwide)。(Only those who have come forward, such as those who have symptoms, etc.)、It is said that the cumulative number of people in Tokyo alone exceeded 300,000.。Not only Tokyo and three prefectures、including Osaka、The number of infected people continues to reach record highs across the country.。Although the governor of Kanagawa Prefecture and others do not directly say those words,、asking the government for a de facto lockdown。Among the assumptions shown by statistical medicine、The “worst case” is currently underway.。

With the increase in the number of infected people、A large number of medical professionals say that the medical care industry is already in a state of collapse.、Instead of warning bells, they are pushing for emergency bells.、The current Governor of Tokyo has passed away.。In a soft tone, he said, ``Infections are increasing at a disaster level.'' ``Give up on returning home.'' ``Refrain from going out shopping.'' ``Think of it as your own problem, not someone else's.''。"If I get infected, I might die," he said.、The words are like a request、The content is worded like a threat.。

Despite that, he says he will participate in the Paralympics.。While implicitly sarcasticizing the chairman of the coronavirus countermeasures subcommittee who recommended that the Olympics should not be held.、``Leveraging our experience of holding a safe and secure Olympic Games,'' ``Children's、It's a valuable opportunity for students...、I would love to be able to watch the game (in person at the venue).”。If so, shouldn't the general public be careful when going out, ``just like during the (safe and secure) Olympics''?。When IOC President Bach went shopping in Ginza, the Olympic minister said, ``It is up to the individual to decide what is unnecessary or not.''。ならば「帰省」も「他人事と考えず」などと言われる筋合いなどない。自分で判断すればいいと大臣も知事も言うのだから、「不要不急」云々など余計なお世話である。第一、都内への通勤は全く問題にしないが、近場のショッピングに出かける事さえ控えて、という論理は矛盾している。人命より経済優先、自分都合のパフォーマンス優先と言われるのも当然だろう。

何を訊かれても、「ワクチン接種が進めば」と馬鹿の一つ覚えだったどこかの首相も、緊急事態宣言の拡大地域名を並べただけで、あとは雲隠れ状態。大見得を切った、頼みの綱のワクチンそのものが不足する事態を招くなど、危機管理能力ゼロだと思ったが、そもそも危機感自体が無いのだろう。ずっと頭にあるのは、目前に迫った自民党総裁選と衆議院選挙のことだけか。首相の頭にはパラリンピックなど、もうどうでもいい事柄に違いない。選手には気の毒というしかないが、No matter how you think about it、この状況下であえて開催する意義は見いだせない。The people too、賛成も反対もなく、「何を言ったって、どうせやるんだろ」と、ほぼ無関心という心の隙間を小池氏に突かれてしまっている。そのあたり、政治家としては首相より数段うわてなようだ。

ここ数日とても疲れる。体の調子はいたってよく、食欲も旺盛（量は加減しなくては！）で、睡眠も十分摂れている。なのに夜10時過ぎには何となく疲れてきて、今日中にやる予定を明日にしてしまう。そして予定遅れが溜まってくるとそれがストレスになってくる。

夏の暑さ疲れが溜まってきた？コロナのニュースを聞くたびに感じる、政府の後手後手な対策へのイライラ疲れ？それとも単に怠け病？

世界は一瞬の休みもなく動いている。目下はBBCを中心にアフガンのニュースに耳を立てているが、もちろん日本でも時計は止まらない。大雨の被害を聞くたびに気持ちは塞ぐし、パラリンピック開催への疑問と選手自体への同情で気持ちは落ち着かないし、国会の答弁を聞けば腹が立つし、コロナのニュースは上の通りと、世界も日本も動いている。動かないのは自分だけのような錯覚に陥りそうな気がする。

こんなときは以前ならお酒で一瞬忘れればよかった。忘れればしばらくは思い出さなかった。再び思い出すまではとりあえず前進する、そんな感じだった。最近は時にはお酒自体がストレスにさえなる。something、すべてが八方塞がりのような感じで重たい。これをぶっ飛ばす何かないかな。