Month: January 2020

I've been drinking a lot since the end of this year.。I've been keeping it down a lot lately.、I didn't even want to drink it every day.、Has your health improved?、I drank it every day during the day for about a week at the end of the day.。1There were times when I would empty a bottle of wine (720cc) in a day.。Drink 4-5 cans of beer (350cc) a day for the last 3 days。When the year is over、I'm kind of tired of beer。

11From mid-month to today、I can live without taking sleeping pills.。oh yeah、I was thinking about which is worse for my health, drugs or alcohol.。The very act of thinking like that、Evidence that you're crazy。But、Somehow, it's better not to take medicine.、I feel like my daytime grogginess is gone.。If you can get away with not taking medicine, try continuing a little longer.。

Because there is no classroom、I draw for about 5 to 8 hours every day.。Prototype of mostly small items。About the technique、Materials and procedures etc.、1Draw one point while thinking about various tasks.。And、Think about how this relates to past productions and future productions.。

The rest of the time is also surprisingly busy.。But it's not work、Something like a hobby (I actually have to work)。Speaking of hobbies, my current hobby is haiku.。I don't like it enough to say that I like it badly.、“Fake Haiku” created the day before the deadline。Or “belly curved haiku”。This year, I set three goals (in my heart only).、Even though it's only 2 days、I have a feeling that I won't be able to achieve it anymore。

New Year's and Yukichi's anemia also exudes a sense of life.。

今朝は９時半起床（目覚めはいつも通り７時ちょっと前）。４時半頃からやっと安心の？眠りに入れたせいか。それまでは前夜の日本酒のせいか暑苦しくて、腕を出したり脚を出したり、もがいていた。

小学生になる前は、元旦といえば「歳取りの日」とか言われて、着物など着て父や祖父に連れられて何処かへ出掛けたこともある（それが神社だったのか、禰宜の家だったのかは全然覚えていない）。小学生になってからはだいぶ生意気になったので、登校せずに済むということ以上の喜びは特になかった（ような気がする）。

ここ数十年は毎年書き（描き）初めをする。スケッチでも水彩でも油彩でもなんでもいいが、とにかく何かを描く。それだけが私の元旦の恒例行事。1月1日にチョロっと描いたって、絵がうまくなるわけでも良くなるわけでもないのに、あえてその日に描き初めをするってことは案外自分も信心深いのかも知れない。…確かに、そのあと近くの神社にお賽銭を上げにも行ったし。