12nd month

「Apple(unfinished)” F10 Tempera 2020/1/1 start

I've been drinking a lot since the end of this year.。I've been keeping it down a lot lately.、I didn't even want to drink it every day.、Has your health improved?、I drank it every day during the day for about a week at the end of the day.。1There were times when I would empty a bottle of wine (720cc) in a day.。Drink 4-5 cans of beer (350cc) a day for the last 3 days。When the year is over、I'm kind of tired of beer。

11From mid-month to today、I can live without taking sleeping pills.。oh yeah、I was thinking about which is worse for my health, drugs or alcohol.。The very act of thinking like that、Evidence that you're crazy。But、Somehow, it's better not to take medicine.、I feel like my daytime grogginess is gone.。If you can get away with not taking medicine, try continuing a little longer.。

Because there is no classroom、I draw for about 5 to 8 hours every day.。Prototype of mostly small items。About the technique、Materials and procedures etc.、1Draw one point while thinking about various tasks.。And、Think about how this relates to past productions and future productions.。

The rest of the time is also surprisingly busy.。But it's not work、Something like a hobby (I actually have to work)。Speaking of hobbies, my current hobby is haiku.。I don't like it enough to say that I like it badly.、“Fake Haiku” created the day before the deadline。Or “belly curved haiku”。This year, I set three goals (in my heart only).、Even though it's only 2 days、I have a feeling that I won't be able to achieve it anymore。

New Year's and Yukichi's anemia also exudes a sense of life.。

明けましておめでとうございます

2020January 1st morning atelier

I woke up at 9:30 this morning (I woke up just before 7:00 as usual)。Did you finally feel safe around 4:30? Maybe it's because I fell asleep。Until then, I was feeling hot, probably because of the sake I had the night before.、Put out your arms or put out your legs、was struggling。

Before becoming an elementary school student、Speaking of New Year's Day, it is said to be "Old Year's Day".、I once wore a kimono and went somewhere with my father and grandfather (maybe it was a shrine?、I don't remember if it was Negi's house at all)。Since I became an elementary school student, I have become much more cocky.、There was no greater joy than not having to go to school (I feel like that).。

For the past few decades, I have started writing (drawing) every year.。Sketch, watercolor, oil painting, anything is fine.、draw something anyway。That's my annual New Year's Day event.。1I drew a little on the 1st of the month、It doesn't make the picture better or better.、The fact that I purposely start drawing on the same day may mean that I am religious as well.。…surely、After that, I went to a nearby shrine to make an offering.。