new year's vows

Intersecting shadows (sketch)

It's almost time to count the days。Towards the end of the year、I can't believe I finally remember my vows at the beginning of the year、There is a huge difference in oath。

This year, I will draw at least one “personal landscape painting.”。I had secretly made such a vow.、Before I knew it, my desire to "draw" replaced it.。"Wish" is weak。Even if it's a "mistake"、Curling seems to be called "chess on ice"、It has to be a vow。“Let’s do it next year.、next year"。For many years like that、“Vows” and “wishes” that have been carried over for many years are piled up.、My chest is already being crushed by its weight.。

At the end of the year、There's always a parade of things that couldn't be done.。my、The heart protected by a pacemaker is also a chicken、chicken and ache。I'll try my best next year though、Before that, what are you going to do for the rest of this year? ? minister、Amnesia comparable to that of high-ranking bureaucrats、I want to be too。

What should we do with these guys?

It's still December

The plants in the atelier、I'm starting to feel strangely energetic.。end of last month、As the morning and evening temperatures began to drop,、I had no choice but to enter the atelier from outside.、Those who are extremely weak against cold。I cut off the branches that were growing weakly.、reduce the size。I don't accept complaints。

Of course、The atelier is not a tropical botanical garden.。There's no way it would be possible to keep the temperature constant.、If it gets in the way of my production, I'll move it to a corner even if it's cold.。Because I'm sensitive to heat、Turn off the heating often。As expected, it would be pitiful without food (and water).、Watering only depends on how dry the soil is.、look at the face of the plant、"What should I do? How much do you want?" I ask.。About 70% of the amount you want。Leaf area、The climate of each family home、The size of the pot (which is 100% up to me) is arranged.、Take the required amount every other day。Don't give me luxuries。

Nevertheless、why? For some reason I'm in good spirits。New buds and leaves are sprouting everywhere.、Do you realize that winter is officially here? I'm sure more than 80% of plants、The genome must be similar to humans.。What should I do?、Hey guys。I'm not responsible、To the new buds of Temee。

風景

From the park (watercolor)

I was looking at the skin of the tree。There is something like moss on the wood。It kind of looks like a speck.。The sun shines on the trees over there、Slightly smooth texture。Because the tree species are different、The shape of the tree is also completely different.。

A shadow grows at my feet。If you look closely, each dead leaf is very beautiful.。I clearly feel that there is a complete world there too.。I want to draw beautiful things as they are.、If you think so, you have no choice but to extract only the beauty.。But、how?

That's right、It's not that there's a beautiful scenery、It was。Even if you just look at it, you won't really understand anything。``What you should see is yourself.、I have that landscape within me.''。To say it myself and then forget...that's the kind of person I am.。