Thannk you very much for your comments to this small and indolent blog indeed. I have read all of it of course, but I haven’t been open to the public as some kind of reasons. Most of these comments are from forigners recently. You have given many useful advice to bloaden this site on the net. Although I greatly appreciate your kindness, I get understand this my blog is not wide and deep enough to meet the interest of a lot of people. And I don’t have so much time to spare. So I ‘d like to respond to you ” indirectly ” with this styled blog as it is.
I am a painter. When I paint pictures, I take many kind of paints. Some time taking acrylic, some time oil or water colour, some time tempera for example. And some time mixed together. All of paintings are by myself except the special case on this blog. This “White flowers (Madagascar jasmine )” is painted in water colour on paper. It is the part.
Vaig pintar aquarel·la per primera vegada en molt de temps。Quan va ser l'última vegada que el vas dibuixar?、Ja no me'n recordo。No crec que sigui abans del dimecres 7 de març almenys.。Aleshores、Encara no ha passat un mes、Intuïtivament、S'ha tallat tant que crec que ja fa anys.。
I painted a wator colour’s today. I don’t know when I did the latest one. I suppose it was within a month, but I feel for long time passing.
Està massa dibuixat。No vol dir que hi hagi molta superfície per pintar.、sense pensar、Vol dir que el dibuix és monòton.。Probablement vol dir que la pantalla i la sensació no estan sincronitzades.。
This is over painting, I think. It means that was painted too much narrative without deep thinking. It shows us the gap between this expression and my feeling.
Tot i així, sento l'alegria d'escriure després de molt de temps sortir a la pantalla.。Això és bo。Al cap i a la fi, sóc una persona que s'anima dibuixant.、Ho vaig tornar a sentir。
Althogh, It seems that filled with joy on this picture. It has good feeling. I got a new understanding of myself who could refresh with paiting pictures. 2012/4/3
el meu pare va morir。201213 de març, 8:22 h。El pare fa l'últim alè 5、fa 6 hores、Els trens més enllà d'Hachinohe es van suspendre a causa de la forta neu.、Vaig aconseguir arribar a l'hospital amb el cotxe del meu germà.。El moment en què la freqüència del pols al monitor es va convertir en 0、Només érem jo i el meu pare a l'habitació de l'hospital.。
My father was dead. Març 13 in 2012, at 8:22 in morning. I just was in time for his death before 5 or 6 hours with my brother. Outside was in the snowstorm as impossible as relate the train from Hachino-he to Oh-minato. When his pulse was disappear from the moniter, I was there with only my father in that room.
Quan vaig veure la cara del meu pare tan bon punt vaig arribar a l'hospital、Vaig sentir que la mort del meu pare estava a prop.、D'altra banda、Des que vaig venir, puc fer alguna cosa.、Tot i que el metge ja feia temps que em va renunciar (el metge responsable no va anar a casa i s'hi va quedar encara que no estava de guàrdia)。Probablement era per anunciar el llit de mort.)、Estava pensant sense cap fonament。En realitat, el meu pare va morir sense poder fer res.。
When we arrived, soon I felt he would be die in not so longtime. The other side, I had strange confidence that I could save his own life unfounded. At that time, his doctor has been gived saving his life up already I guess. Actualy I couldn’t do anything as completly for my father, I must be allowed the fact of his death.
No podria haver ajudat el meu pare? Crec。6 mesos、almenys 3 mesos、Encara penso que si em dediques a cuidar-lo, potser hauria pogut recuperar el meu pare.。El motiu pel qual no ho vam fer va ser perquè prioritzàvem les nostres pròpies vides.。No puc evitar-ho si dius que t'he abandonat。el meu pare volia conèixer-me、per què no ho vas fer?、Potser hi havia la sensació de voler preguntar。
I wonder if I can do saving my father’s-own-life ? I have been imagined that he might be Come-back to our family, if I could take him care with apply myself, just while 6 or minimum 3 months. Althogh I couldn’t, because I have to keep the life of my own family. Was I abandand him? He wants to complain to me, I wonder?
El bosc fosc sota el molí de vent de la foto és un bosc de cedres plantat pel meu pare.。L'aclarida final la va completar el meu pare, que ell mateix estimava les muntanyes.、La fauna forestal, amb molt d'espai entre si, és、Hi ha una clara diferència amb el bosc intocable.。Pel que sembla, fa poc menys de 50 anys que es van plantar els arbres.。Es convertirà en un bon arbre a mesura que passi el temps.。Aquí és Hayashi on roman el cor del meu pare.。
There is my father’s tree planted property that was viewed dark place in this picture. That is having good condition for trees now as he loved trees and its emvironmental nature. These trees just are little for use since only 50 years after his planting. They will be glowing up gradually. This mountain reminds me to him. 3/27
