Blogul personal al lui Takashi。Nu doar despre tablouri、La ce mă gândesc în fiecare zi、ce simti、Scriu orice îmi vine în minte。Acest blog este a treia generație。De la început au trecut peste 20 de ani.。
2023De la 1 ianuarie、Deocamdată, am decis să scriu doar în zilele impare.。Mă voi gândi la direcția mea viitoare și la alte lucruri bucată cu bucată.。
This is over painting, I think. It means that was painted too much narrative without deep thinking. It shows us the gap between this expression and my feeling.
Althogh, It seems that filled with joy on this picture. It has good feeling. I got a new understanding of myself who could refresh with paiting pictures. 2012/4/3
My father was dead. Martie 13 in 2012, at 8:22 in morning. I just was in time for his death before 5 or 6 hours with my brother. Outside was in the snowstorm as impossible as relate the train from Hachino-he to Oh-minato. When his pulse was disappear from the moniter, I was there with only my father in that room.
病院について直ぐ父の顔を見たとき、父の死は間近だと感じたが、pe de altă parte、自分が来たからには何とかできると、とっくに医者も見離しているのに（担当医は当直でもないのに帰宅せずに留まっていた。おそらく臨終の宣告をするためだったのだろう）、根拠もなく考えていた。実際はどうすることもできずに父の死を迎えたのだったが。
When we arrived, soon I felt he would be die in not so longtime. The other side, I had strange confidence that I could save his own life unfounded. At that time, his doctor has been gived saving his life up already I guess. Actualy I couldn’t do anything as completly for my father, I must be allowed the fact of his death.
I wonder if I can do saving my father’s-own-life ? I have been imagined that he might be Come-back to our family, if I could take him care with apply myself, just while 6 or minimum 3 months. Althogh I couldn’t, because I have to keep the life of my own family. Was I abandand him? He wants to complain to me, I wonder?
There is my father’s tree planted property that was viewed dark place in this picture. That is having good condition for trees now as he loved trees and its emvironmental nature. These trees just are little for use since only 50 years after his planting. They will be glowing up gradually. This mountain reminds me to him. 3/27
tatăl meu nu se simte bine。Într-o dimineață, m-am gândit brusc。Nu am un portret al tatălui meu。
My father has been bad for three weeks. One morning, I found that I didn’t have his portrait I painted.
sunt pictor。Mai mult decât atât, tema principală este oamenii (deși este dificil să-i numim portret).。totuşi、Nu există nici un portret al tatălui meu.。tată, mamă, soție, frate、Nu am desenat niciuna dintre rudele mele.。Nu există nici măcar multe autoportrete。când a murit bunicul meu、Am desenat o mască mortuală călare pe corpul încă cald.。Restul este al fiului meu、Există doar câteva schițe ocazionale.。
Although I’m a professional painter, but I have not painted any portraits of my relative’s. Even my self-portrait is also. In exeptional cases, one portrait of my grand-father was painted as his deth-mask just when he died, I did it on his body like a horse riding. Other is even a few my son’s, occasionaly.
Cu cât mă gândesc mai mult la asta、asta pare ciudat。Întotdeauna m-au interesat chipurile și gesturile umane.、Am crezut că observ lucrurile mai profund decât alți oameni.、Ce înseamnă acest lucru?
I feel that’s the more strange, the more thinking. Althogh I’ve been keeping curiosity about human’s faces, human’s manner and I believed I was a good human watcher, why I didn’t do that?
Familia mea are prea mult simțul vieții.、Înseamnă asta că sunt îndepărtate din subiectul picturii? dar、Nu cred că există o contradicție între simțul vieții și pictură.。
Is this mean that the family is too close to me for object of painting pictures? However, I think that is consistable.
De acum încolo, voi fi conștient de mine și familia mea.、Să desenăm o persoană cunoscută。Din motive familiare、Există multe exemple de imagini bune care sunt create.。
I will painting many portraits of my familial people after now. It goes without saying that the greatworks will be born from a famirial goods or things for artists.
