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マダガスカル・ジャスミン　水彩F6（部分）/ White flower (water colour) 2012-5

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Thannk you very much for your comments to this small and indolent blog indeed. I have read all of it of course, but I haven’t been open to the public as some kind of reasons. Most of these comments are from forigners recently. You have given many useful advice to bloaden this site on the net. Although I greatly appreciate your kindness, I get understand this my blog is not wide and deep enough to meet the interest of a lot of people. And I don’t have so much time to spare. So I ‘d like to respond to you ” indirectly ” with this styled blog as it is.

このブログに掲載する絵は、展覧会や個人の作品の紹介をする場合を除き、すべて私個人の作品です。上の「マダガスカル・ジャスミン」は水彩6号をブログ上で部分的にカットしたものです。

I am a painter. When I paint pictures, I take many kind of paints. Some time taking acrylic, some time oil or water colour, some time tempera for example. And some time mixed together. All of paintings are by myself except the special case on this blog. This “White flowers (Madagascar jasmine )” is painted in water colour on paper. It is the part.

久しぶり に 描い た /는 느낌이 좋아

 

はまなす　水彩F4（部分）　2012

오랜만에 수채화를 그렸다.。이 전 그린 것이 언제였는지、더 이상 기억할 수 없다.。적어도 3월 7일(수) 이전이 아니라고 생각한다。그렇다면、아직 한 달이 지나지 않았지만、감각적으로、벌써 몇 년이 지나 버렸을까 생각할 정도로 「끊어져 버렸다」。

I painted a wator colour’s today. I don’t know when I did the latest one. I suppose it was within a month, but I feel for long time passing.

너무 그려。바르는 면적이 많다는 뜻이 아니라、생각없이、단조롭게 그려져 있다는 의미입니다.。화면과 감각이 어긋나 있다는 것이다.。

This is over painting, I think. It means that was painted too much narrative without deep thinking. It shows us the gap between this expression and my feeling.

그래도 오랜만에 붓을 쓴 기쁨은 화면에 뿜어져 있는 것처럼 느껴진다。좋은 일이야.。역시 난 그리면서 건강해지는 사람이라면、다시 느꼈다。

Althogh, It seems that filled with joy on this picture. It has good feeling. I got a new understanding of myself who could refresh with paiting pictures. 2012/4/3

 

父 が 亡くなっ た 아버지는 돌아가셨어요

父の作った山

아버지가 죽었다.。2012년 3월 13일 오전 8시 22분。아버지가 숨을 끄는 5、6시간 전에、폭설로 하치노헤에서 앞 열차가 불통해지는 동안、동생의 차로 어떻게든 병원에 도착했다.。모니터의 맥박이 0이 된 그 순간、병실 안은 나와 아버지 뿐이었다.。

My father was dead. 행진 13 in 2012, at 8:22 in morning. I just was in time for his death before 5 또는 6 hours with my brother. Outside was in the snowstorm as impossible as relate the train from Hachino-he to Oh-minato. When his pulse was disappear from the moniter, I was there with only my father in that room.

병원에 대해 바로 아버지의 얼굴을 보았을 때、아버지의 죽음은 가까이 있다고 느꼈지만、반면에、내가 왔기 때문에 어떻게 든 할 수 있다면、나는 이미 의사를 발견했다.。아마 임종의 선고를 하기 위해서였을 것이다)、근거 없이 생각하고 있었다。실제로는 할 수 없어 아버지의 죽음을 맞이했지만。

When we arrived, soon I felt he would be die in not so longtime. The other side, I had strange confidence that I could save his own life unfounded. At that time, his doctor has been gived saving his life up already I guess. Actualy I couldn’t do anything as completly for my father, I must be allowed the fact of his death.

나는 아버지를 도울 수 있었던 것이 아닌가? 생각。6개월、적어도 3개월간、개호에 전념하면 아버지를 회복시킬 수 있었던 것이 아닐까라고 지금도 생각한다。그렇게 하지 않았던 것은 자신들의 삶을 우선했기 때문이다。버렸다고해도 어쩔 수 없다.。아버지가 나를 만나고 싶었던 것은、왜 그렇게하지 않았습니까?、묻고 싶은 마음도 있었을지도 모른다。

I wonder if I can do saving my father’s-own-life ? I have been imagined that he might be Come-back to our family, if I could take him care with apply myself, just while 6 or minimum 3 months. Althogh I couldn’t, because I have to keep the life of my own family. Was I abandand him? He wants to complain to me, I wonder?

사진의 풍차 아래의 검은 숲은 아버지의 숲이 우거진 삼림입니다.。산을 사랑했던 아버지 자신의 손으로 최종 간벌을 마무리、충분히 간격을 둔 임상은 주변、손에 들지 않는 숲과는 역연한 차이。식림 후 아직 50년에 조금 채워지지 않은 것 같다。앞으로 시간이 지날 때마다 훌륭한 나무로 자랄 것입니다.。아버지의 마음이 남아 있는 숲이다。

There is my father’s tree planted property that was viewed dark place in this picture. That is having good condition for trees now as he loved trees and its emvironmental nature. These trees just are little for use since only 50 years after his planting. They will be glowing up gradually. This mountain reminds me to him. 3/27