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我的博客 / 我的博客

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マダガスカル・ジャスミン　水彩F6（部分）/ White flower (water colour) 2012-5

この小さな,而且，我的部落格上收到很多人的評論，我只是偶爾上傳。。非常感謝。我閱讀了所有評論。、有些人有真名等等。、由於各種情況，我們不會發表大部分評論。。最近，尤其是外國人的評論很多。。其中有、也有各種積極推廣該網站的建議。。我非常感謝你的好意。、這個部落格本身、這個主題不夠廣泛或不夠深入，無法滿足這麼多人的興趣。、我自己很清楚。我也沒有太多時間寫部落格。。所以、暫時它仍會像現在一樣小。、在繼續我無憂無慮的博客的同時、我們想間接回應這些人的評論。。

Thannk you very much for your comments to this small and indolent blog indeed. I have read all of it of course, but I haven’t been open to the public as some kind of reasons. Most of these comments are from forigners recently. You have given many useful advice to bloaden this site on the net. Although I greatly appreciate your kindness, I get understand this my blog is not wide and deep enough to meet the interest of a lot of people. And I don’t have so much time to spare. So I ‘d like to respond to you ” indirectly ” with this styled blog as it is.

此部落格上發布的圖片、介紹展覽或個人作品時除外。、全部都是我的個人作品。上面的《馬達加斯加茉莉花》是部落格上水彩6號的局部剪圖。。

I am a painter. When I paint pictures, I take many kind of paints. Some time taking acrylic, some time oil or water colour, some time tempera for example. And some time mixed together. All of paintings are by myself except the special case on this blog. This “White flowers (Madagascar jasmine )” is painted in water colour on paper. It is the part.

久しぶりに描いた　/　Got good feeling

 

水彩畫Hamanasu F4 2012年（部分）

久しぶりに水彩を描いた。你上一次畫它是什麼時候？、我不記得了。我認為至少不會在 3 月 7 日星期三之前。。然後、還沒到一個月、直覺地、它被削減了太多，我想已經有好幾年了。。

I painted a wator colour’s today. I don’t know when I did the latest one. I suppose it was within a month, but I feel for long time passing.

畫得太太多了。這並不意味著有很多表面積可以塗漆。、不加思索、這意味著繪圖是單調的。。這可能意味著螢幕和感覺不同步。。

This is over painting, 我覺得. It means that was painted too much narrative without deep thinking. It shows us the gap between this expression and my feeling.

儘管如此，在螢幕上出現很長時間後，我仍然感受到了寫作的樂趣。。這是一件好事。畢竟我是一個靠畫畫獲得能量的人。、我又感覺到了。

althogh, It seems that filled with joy on this picture. It has good feeling. I got a new understanding of myself who could refresh with paiting pictures. 2012/4/3

 

父が亡くなった我的父親死了

山所作的父親

我父親去世了。20123月13日上午8點22分。父親嚥下最後一口氣 5、6 小時前、由於大雪，八戶以外的火車停駛。、我乘坐哥哥的車設法到達了醫院。。監視器上脈搏數變為0的瞬間、病房裡只有我和父親。。

我的父親死了. 三月 13 在 2012, 在 8:22 在早晨. I just was in time for his death before 5 或 6 hours with my brother. Outside was in the snowstorm as impossible as relate the train from Hachino-he to Oh-minato. When his pulse was disappear from the moniter, I was there with only my father in that room.

當我一到醫院就看到了父親的臉、我感覺父親的死期已經將近了。、另一方面、既然我來了，我就可以做點什麼、儘管醫生早就放棄我了（主治醫生不值班也沒有回家）。。可能是為了宣布臨終消息。 ）、我的想法毫無根據。事實上，我的父親死了，卻什麼也做不了。。

When we arrived, soon I felt he would be die in not so longtime. 彼岸, I had strange confidence that I could save his own life unfounded. 當時, his doctor has been gived saving his life up already I guess. Actualy I couldn’t do anything as completly for my father, I must be allowed the fact of his death.

難道我就不能幫助我的父親嗎？我認為。6個月、至少3個月、我仍然認為，如果我全心全意地照顧他，也許就能治癒我的父親。。我們沒有這樣做的原因是因為我們優先考慮自己的生活。。如果你說我拋棄了你我也沒辦法。我父親想見我、為什麼不那樣做？、也許有種想問的感覺。

I wonder if I can do saving my father’s-own-life ? I have been imagined that he might be Come-back to our family, if I could take him care with apply myself, 只是當 6 或最低 3 months. Althogh I couldn’t, because I have to keep the life of my own family. Was I abandand him? He wants to complain to me, 我不知道?

照片中風車下的黑暗森林是父親種植的雪松森林。。山が大好きだった父自身の手で最終間伐を終え、森林動物群彼此之間有足夠的空間，、與不可接觸的森林有著明顯的差異。。植林後まだ50年に少し満たないらしい。隨著時間的推移，它會長成一棵參天大樹。。這裡是我父親的心所在的林。。

There is my father’s tree planted property that was viewed dark place in this picture. That is having good condition for trees now as he loved trees and its emvironmental nature. These trees just are little for use since only 50 years after his planting. They will be glowing up gradually. This mountain reminds me to him. 3/27