我父親覺得不舒服。有一天早上，我突然想到。我沒有父親的肖像。
My father has been bad for three weeks. 一天早晨，, I found that I didn’t have his portrait I painted.
我是一名畫家。而且，主題是人（雖然很難稱之為肖像）。。儘管如此、沒有我父親的肖像。。父親、母親、妻子、兄弟、我沒有畫我的任何親戚。。連自畫像都沒多少。當我祖父去世時、我在仍然溫暖的身體上畫了一個死亡面具。。剩下的都是我兒子的、只有一些偶爾的草圖。。
雖然我是一個職業畫家, but I have not painted any portraits of my relative’s. 即使我的自畫像，也是. 在exeptional案件, one portrait of my grand-father was painted as his deth-mask just when he died, I did it on his body like a horse riding. Other is even a few my son’s, occasionaly.
我越想越、這看起來很奇怪。我一直對人的臉和手勢感興趣。、我以為我比其他人觀察事物更深入。、這意味著什麼？
我覺得這更奇怪, the more thinking. Althogh I’ve been keeping curiosity about human’s faces, human’s manner and I believed I was a good human watcher, 為什麼我沒有做到這一點?
我的家人有太多的生活感。、這是否意味著他們脫離了繪畫的主題？但、我不認為生活感和繪畫有矛盾。。
Is this mean that the family is too close to me for object of painting pictures? 然而, I think that is consistable.
從現在開始，我會更關注自己和家人。、讓我們來畫一個熟悉的人。來自熟悉的圖案、創造出好照片的例子很多。。
I will painting many portraits of my familial people after now. It goes without saying that the greatworks will be born from a famirial goods or things for artists.
