我父亲感觉不舒服。一天早上，我突然想到。我没有父亲的肖像。
My father has been bad for three weeks. 一天早晨，, I found that I didn’t have his portrait I painted.
我是一名画家。而且，主题是人（虽然很难称之为肖像）。。尽管如此、没有我父亲的肖像。。父亲、母亲、妻子、兄弟、我没有画我的任何亲戚。。连自画像都没有多少。当我祖父去世时、我在仍然温暖的身体上画了一个死亡面具。。剩下的都是我儿子的、只有一些偶尔的草图。。
虽然我是一个职业画家, but I have not painted any portraits of my relative’s. 即使我的自画像，也是. 在exeptional案件, one portrait of my grand-father was painted as his deth-mask just when he died, I did it on his body like a horse riding. Other is even a few my son’s, occasionaly.
我越想越、这看起来很奇怪。我一直对人的面孔和手势感兴趣。、我以为我比其他人观察事物更深入。、这意味着什么？
我觉得这更奇怪, the more thinking. Althogh I’ve been keeping curiosity about human’s faces, human’s manner and I believed I was a good human watcher, 为什么我没有做到这一点?
我的家人有太多的生活感。、这是否意味着他们脱离了绘画的主题？但、我不认为生活感和绘画有矛盾。。
Is this mean that the family is too close to me for object of painting pictures? 然而, I think that is consistable.
从现在开始，我会更加关注自己和家人。、我们来画一个熟悉的人。来自熟悉的图案、创造出好照片的例子有很多。。
I will painting many portraits of my familial people after now. It goes without saying that the greatworks will be born from a famirial goods or things for artists.
