四十九日 / 49th day

老部(おいぺ)待休所にて  Oipe memorial place

Ag seirbhís cuimhneacháin m’athar 49ú、Fill ar ais go Shimokita/Higashidori Village。29 Aibreán、Ag críochnú an tseirbhís cuimhneacháin go réidh、Go dtí sin, cuireadh na táibléad sealadacha in áit scíthe an tsráidbhaile (áit bhailithe do Nembutsu-ba).、halla urnaí。Aistríodh go Mt. Osore é (a bhfuil dath reiligiúnach tíre suimiúil cosúil leis an Mt. Osore).、Tá m’athair ar dhuine de mo shinsir anois.。

I’ve been Higashi-dori village for my father’s memorial celemony based on buddism in Shimokita. It means 49 days passed from his death. It is quite common and important custom in Japan. After this celemony, all of living member of his family are able to do ordinary behavior. And then his spirit turn to one of our ancestors. 2012/4/30

Sa Búdachas Seapánach、Tá brí an-tábhachtach ag 49 lá tar éis bháis.。I Búdachas na Seapáine, meastar gurb é lá an bháis an chéad lá.、Cuir i gcás go reáchtáiltear triail gach seacht lá maidir le tuillteanais na marbh le linn a saoil.。Beidh an chéad seacht lá ar an gcéad triail.、Fiú má tá tú marbh, cad a tharlóidh do do shaol agus do bhás sa saol eile?、Tá mé neirbhíseach mar beidh an chéad triail ar siúl le haghaidh。Anseo, tugann na teaghlaigh méala tacaíocht、ag iarraidh tacaíocht a thabhairt、an chéad tairiscint a dhéanamh。Is síntiús don tsochaí é tairiscint.、Ní gá go gciallaíonn sé seo go ndéantar é do manaigh.。I mbeagán focal, an duine nach maireann、Ciallaíonn sé seo go dtabharfaidh an teaghlach méala aire don easnamh sa ranníocaíocht shóisialta.。Agus déantar triail gach seacht lá.、Tabharfar an breithiúnas chun críche sa 7ú triail agus sa triail dheireanach.。Déantar trialacha i seacht seisiún i gcónaí.、Is é an eipeasóid deiridh an ceann is tábhachtaí。Má tá sé amuigh anseo, ní féidir leis na mairbh dul go dtí an Talamh Pure Paradise.、rachaidh go hifreann。Mar sin, tugann na baill teaghlaigh méala na focail dheireanacha don duine nach maireann.、Íosluchtaigh suas le síntiúis mar buíochas、Tá sé tábhachtach tacaíocht a thabhairt don duine nach maireann。Níl aon seans ina dhiaidh seo。Sin an fáth a ndeirimid gurb í an tseirbhís cuimhneacháin ar an 49ú an ceann is tábhachtaí.。

“After 49 days from death” has very impottant meaning for japanese buddism. They say that every death person must be on trial every 7 days after death about his contribution to society (it colled “kudoku” ) at their living time. If the judgement means too short, that death person can not go to Heaven. The 49 days mean the 7th trial. This is final and most impotant chance. S0 most bareaved family would like to help them from this living world. Actually we served gorgeous dinner and money to the buddist priest specially. Sometimes it seems that cost is very big money .

Tá an tseirbhís cuimhneacháin seo do manaigh freisin.、thar a bheith tábhachtach mar fhoinse ioncaim。sa tSeapáin nua-aimseartha、Tá sé amhail is nach bhfuil an Búdachas ann a thuilleadh.、Níl láithreacht mhór aige ach amháin nuair a thagann sé chun na mairbh a adhlacadh.。Is é an ``geilleagar sochraide'', mar a déarfá, líne bheatha Búdachas na Seapáine.。Thairis sin, brón an teaghlaigh méala、Relativize brón、An bhearna idir riachtanais shóisialta a laghdú ualach síceolaíoch oiread agus is féidir、Agus idir an brú ama a bhaineann le corpáin a dhianscaoileadh mar gheall ar théamh domhanda,、Cé go bhfuil cuma messy air, tá láithreacht ollmhór aige.。Sin é an tábhacht nua-aimseartha a bhaineann leis an tseirbhís cuimhneacháin 49 lá.、Seapánaigh muid、Níl aon cheist maidir le sochraidí.、Tá carachtar náisiúnta aisteach acu.。

This celemony is not only important for death person but the priest also on a viewpoint of economy. In Japan, real buddism seems disappeared already but it has strongly existance around the celemony like this. Economy with death celemony is a life-line for japanese buddism indeed. Although most of japanese feel death celemony is out of all problem.

久しぶりに描いた / Got good feeling

 

はまなす 水彩F4(部分) 2012

Phéinteáil mé uiscedhath don chéad uair le tamall.。Cathain a bhí an uair dheireanach a tharraing tú é?、Ní cuimhin liom a thuilleadh。Ní dóigh liom go mbeidh sé roimh Dé Céadaoin, 7ú Márta ar a laghad.。Ansin、Níl mí fós ann、Go hintinneach、Tá sé gearrtha chomh mór sin go gceapaim go bhfuil sé blianta cheana féin.。

I painted a wator colour’s today. I don’t know when I did the latest one. I suppose it was within a month, but I feel for long time passing.

Tá sé i bhfad ró-tharraingt。Ní chiallaíonn sé go bhfuil go leor achar dromchla le péinteáil.、gan smaoineamh、Ciallaíonn sé go bhfuil an líníocht monotonous.。Is dócha go gciallaíonn sé go bhfuil an scáileán agus an ceint as sioncronú.。

This is over painting, I think. It means that was painted too much narrative without deep thinking. It shows us the gap between this expression and my feeling.

Fós féin, mothaím an-áthas ar an scríbhneoireacht tar éis tamall fada ag teacht amach ar an scáileán.。Is maith an rud é sin。Tar éis an tsaoil, is duine mé a bhfuil fuinneamh á tharraingt agam.、Mhothaigh mé arís é。

Althogh, It seems that filled with joy on this picture. It has good feeling. I got a new understanding of myself who could refresh with paiting pictures. 2012/4/3

 

父が亡くなった   My father was dead

父の作った山

fuair m'athair bás。201213ú Márta, 8:22am。Tógann Athair a anáil dheireanach 5、6 uair an chloig ó shin、Cuireadh traenacha níos faide ná Hachinohe ar fionraí de bharr sneachta trom.、D’éirigh liom an t-ospidéal a bhaint amach i gcarr mo dhearthár.。An nóiméad ar tháinig an ráta cuisle ar an monatóir cothrom le 0、Ní raibh ann ach mise agus m’athair sa seomra ospidéil.。

My father was dead. Márta 13 in 2012, at 8:22 in morning. I just was in time for his death before 5 or 6 hours with my brother. Outside was in the snowstorm as impossible as relate the train from Hachino-he to Oh-minato. When his pulse was disappear from the moniter, I was there with only my father in that room.

Nuair a chonaic mé aghaidh m’athar chomh luath agus a shroich mé an t-ospidéal、Mhothaigh mé go raibh bás m’athar gar.、ar an lámh eile、Ó tháinig mé, is féidir liom rud éigin a dhéanamh、Cé gur éirigh an dochtúir liom i bhfad ó shin (ní dheachaigh an dochtúir i gceannas abhaile agus d’fhan sé ann cé nach raibh sé ar dualgas)。Is dócha go raibh sé chun an leaba báis a fhógairt.)、Bhí mé ag smaoineamh gan aon bhunús。I ndáiríre, fuair m'athair bás gan a bheith in ann aon rud a dhéanamh.。

When we arrived, soon I felt he would be die in not so longtime. The other side, I had strange confidence that I could save his own life unfounded. At that time, his doctor has been gived saving his life up already I guess. Actualy I couldn’t do anything as completly for my father, I must be allowed the fact of his death.

Nárbh fhéidir liom cabhrú le m'athair? Ceapaim。6 mhí、Ar a laghad 3 mhí、Is dóigh liom fós go mb’fhéidir go mbeinn in ann m’athair a ghnóthú dá mbeinn dírithe ar a chúram.。Ba é an chúis nach ndearnamar é sin ná gur thugamar tosaíocht dár saolta féin.。Ní féidir liom cabhrú leis má deir tú gur thréig mé thú。bhí m'athair ag iarraidh bualadh liom、cén fáth nach ndearna tú é sin?、B'fhéidir go raibh mothú ar iarraidh a iarraidh。

I wonder if I can do saving my father’s-own-life ? I have been imagined that he might be Come-back to our family, if I could take him care with apply myself, just while 6 or minimum 3 months. Althogh I couldn’t, because I have to keep the life of my own family. Was I abandand him? He wants to complain to me, I wonder?

Is foraoise cedar í an fhoraois dhorcha faoin muileann gaoithe sa ghrianghraf a chuir m’athair.。Chuir m’athair an tanú deiridh i gcrích, a raibh grá aige do na sléibhte é féin.、Is é an fána foraoise, le go leor spáis idir a chéile、Tá difríocht shoiléir ón bhforaois nach féidir a láimhseáil.。Is cosúil go bhfuil sé beagán níos lú ná 50 bliain ó cuireadh na crainn.。Fásfaidh sé ina chrann mín le himeacht ama.。Seo Hayashi áit a bhfuil croí m’athar fós.。

There is my father’s tree planted property that was viewed dark place in this picture. That is having good condition for trees now as he loved trees and its emvironmental nature. These trees just are little for use since only 50 years after his planting. They will be glowing up gradually. This mountain reminds me to him. 3/27