マイ ブログ / My blog

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マダガスカル・ジャスミン 水彩F6(部分)/ White flower (water colour) 2012-5

この小さな,Poleg tega prejemam komentarje številnih ljudi na svoj blog, ki jih naložim le občasno.。hvala lepa。Prebral sem vse komentarje.、Nekateri ljudje imajo prava imena itd.、Večine komentarjev zaradi različnih okoliščin ne objavljamo.。Zadnje čase je veliko komentarjev predvsem s strani tujcev.。Med njimi so、Obstaja tudi vrsta nasvetov za aktivno promocijo te strani.。Zelo sem hvaležen za vašo prijaznost.、Ta blog sam、Tema ni dovolj široka ali globoka, da bi zadovoljila interese toliko ljudi.、sam zelo dobro vem。Tudi za bloganje nimam veliko časa.。Zato、Zaenkrat bo še tako majhna, kot je zdaj.、Medtem ko nadaljujem svoj brezskrbni blog、Radi bi posredno odgovorili na komentarje teh ljudi.。

Thannk you very much for your comments to this small and indolent blog indeed. I have read all of it of course, but I haven’t been open to the public as some kind of reasons. Most of these comments are from forigners recently. You have given many useful advice to bloaden this site on the net. Although I greatly appreciate your kindness, I get understand this my blog is not wide and deep enough to meet the interest of a lot of people. And I don’t have so much time to spare. So I ‘d like to respond to you ” indirectly ” with this styled blog as it is.

Slike, objavljene na tem blogu、Razen pri predstavitvi razstav ali osebnih del.、Vse so moja osebna dela。Zgornji "madagaskarski jasmin" je delni izrez akvarela št. 6 na blogu.。

I am a painter. When I paint pictures, I take many kind of paints. Some time taking acrylic, some time oil or water colour, some time tempera for example. And some time mixed together. All of paintings are by myself except the special case on this blog. This “White flowers (Madagascar jasmine )” is painted in water colour on paper. It is the part.

久しぶりに描いた / Got good feeling

 

はまなす 水彩F4(部分) 2012

久しぶりに水彩を描いた。この前描いたのがいつだったか、もう思い出せない。少なくとも3月7日(水)以前ではないと思う。Potem、まだ1カ月経っていないわけだが、Intuitivno、もう何年も経ってしまったかと思うほど「切れてしまった」。

I painted a wator colour’s today. I don’t know when I did the latest one. I suppose it was within a month, but I feel for long time passing.

描き過ぎだ。塗る面積が多いという意味ではなく、考え無しに、単調に描いてしまっていると意味だ。画面と感覚がずれているということだろう。

This is over painting, I think. It means that was painted too much narrative without deep thinking. It shows us the gap between this expression and my feeling.

それでも久しぶりに筆を執った喜びは画面に吹き出ているように感じる。いいことだ。やはり私は描くことで元気になる人間だと、あらためて感じた。

Althogh, It seems that filled with joy on this picture. It has good feeling. I got a new understanding of myself who could refresh with paiting pictures. 2012/4/3

 

父が亡くなった   My father was dead

父の作った山

moj oče je umrl。201213. marec ob 8.22。Oče zadnjič diha 5、pred 6 urami、Vlaki za Hachinohejem so bili prekinjeni zaradi močnega sneženja.、Uspelo mi je priti do bolnišnice z bratovim avtomobilom.。Trenutek, ko je utrip na monitorju postal 0、V bolniški sobi sva bila samo jaz in moj oče.。

My father was dead. March 13 in 2012, at 8:22 in morning. I just was in time for his death before 5 or 6 hours with my brother. Outside was in the snowstorm as impossible as relate the train from Hachino-he to Oh-minato. When his pulse was disappear from the moniter, I was there with only my father in that room.

Ko sem takoj ob prihodu v bolnišnico zagledala očetov obraz、Čutil sem, da je očetova smrt blizu.、na drugi strani、Odkar sem prišel, lahko nekaj naredim、Čeprav je zdravnik že zdavnaj obupal nad mano (glavni zdravnik ni šel domov, čeprav ni bil v službi)。Verjetno je šlo za napoved smrtne postelje.)、Razmišljal sem brez podlage。V resnici je moj oče umrl, ne da bi lahko karkoli naredil.。

When we arrived, soon I felt he would be die in not so longtime. The other side, I had strange confidence that I could save his own life unfounded. At that time, his doctor has been gived saving his life up already I guess. Actualy I couldn’t do anything as completly for my father, I must be allowed the fact of his death.

Ali nisem mogel pomagati očetu? jaz mislim。6 mesecev、Najmanj 3 mesece、Še vedno mislim, da bi očeta morda lahko ozdravil, če bi se posvetil njegovi negi.。Razlog, da tega nismo storili, je bil, ker smo dali prednost svojemu življenju.。Ne morem si pomagati, če rečeš, da sem te zapustil。oče me je hotel spoznati、zakaj tega nisi naredil?、Mogoče je bil občutek, da želim vprašati。

I wonder if I can do saving my father’s-own-life ? I have been imagined that he might be Come-back to our family, if I could take him care with apply myself, just while 6 or minimum 3 months. Althogh I couldn’t, because I have to keep the life of my own family. Was I abandand him? He wants to complain to me, I wonder?

Temni gozd pod mlinom na veter na fotografiji je cedrov gozd, ki ga je posadil moj oče.。Končno redčenje je dokončal moj oče, ki je tudi sam ljubil gore.、Gozdna favna, z veliko prostora med seboj, je、Obstaja jasna razlika od nedotakljivega gozda.。Menda je minilo nekaj manj kot 50 let od zasaditve dreves.。S časom bo zraslo v lepo drevo.。To je Hayashi, kjer je ostalo srce mojega očeta.。

There is my father’s tree planted property that was viewed dark place in this picture. That is having good condition for trees now as he loved trees and its emvironmental nature. These trees just are little for use since only 50 years after his planting. They will be glowing up gradually. This mountain reminds me to him. 3/27