Thannk you very much for your comments to this small and indolent blog indeed. I have read all of it of course, but I haven’t been open to the public as some kind of reasons. Most of these comments are from forigners recently. You have given many useful advice to bloaden this site on the net. Although I greatly appreciate your kindness, I get understand this my blog is not wide and deep enough to meet the interest of a lot of people. And I don’t have so much time to spare. So I ‘d like to respond to you ” indirectly ” with this styled blog as it is.
I am a painter. When I paint pictures, I take many kind of paints. Some time taking acrylic, some time oil or water colour, some time tempera for example. And some time mixed together. All of paintings are by myself except the special case on this blog. This “White flowers (Madagascar jasmine )” is painted in water colour on paper. It is the part.
Margotutako Denbora luze baten ondoren akuarela。Egin hori marraztuta aurretik denbora izan zen、Bestea ez dut gogoratzen。Ez dut aurreko gutxienez martxoaren 7 (asteazkena) uste。baduzu、Baina ez dut esan nahi oraindik pasatu 1 hilabete、zentzumen、Zenbat eta gehiago urte asko "off eta izan" Uste dut pasatua。
I painted a wator colour’s today. I don’t know when I did the latest one. I suppose it was within a month, but I feel for long time passing.
Gehiegi marraztu dut。Ez du esan nahi area dela askotan margotzen、pentsatu gabe、Hori monotonically marraztu dut esan nahi du。pantaila eta sentimendua desplaza da izango litzateke。
This is over painting, I think. It means that was painted too much narrative without deep thinking. It shows us the gap between this expression and my feeling.
ari pantaila poza pizten gogorik oraindik eskuila hartu zuen denbora luze baten ondoren。nice gauza。Berriz ere, gizakien naiz osasuntsu marrazki behar direla、Berriro sentitu dut。
Althogh, It seems that filled with joy on this picture. It has good feeling. I got a new understanding of myself who could refresh with paiting pictures. 2012/4/3
nire aita hil zen。2012Martxoak 13, 08:22。Aitak azken arnasa hartzen du 5、duela 6 ordu、Hachinohetik haratago trenak eten egin zituzten elurte handia zela eta.、Ospitalera iristea lortu nuen anaiaren autoan.。Monitorearen pultsu-tasa 0 bihurtu zen unea、Ni eta nire aita besterik ez ginen ospitaleko gelan.。
My father was dead. Martxoa 13 in 2012, at 8:22 in morning. I just was in time for his death before 5 or 6 hours with my brother. Outside was in the snowstorm as impossible as relate the train from Hachino-he to Oh-minato. When his pulse was disappear from the moniter, I was there with only my father in that room.
Ospitalera heldu bezain pronto aitaren aurpegia ikusi nuenean、Nire aitaren heriotza gertu zegoela sentitu nuen.、bestetik、Etorri nintzenetik, zerbait egin dezaket、Nahiz eta medikuak aspaldi utzi ninduen (arduradun medikua ez zen etxera joan eta han geratu zen nahiz eta guardian egon ez)。Seguruenik heriotza-ohea iragartzeko izan zen.)、Inongo oinarririk gabe pentsatzen ari nintzen。Egia esan, nire aita ezer egin ezinik hil zen.。
When we arrived, soon I felt he would be die in not so longtime. The other side, I had strange confidence that I could save his own life unfounded. At that time, his doctor has been gived saving his life up already I guess. Actualy I couldn’t do anything as completly for my father, I must be allowed the fact of his death.
Ezin al nioke aitari lagundu? uste dut。6 hilabete、Gutxienez 3 hilabete、Oraindik uste dut bera zaintzen arituko banintz, agian aita berreskuratuko nuela.。Hori ez egiteko arrazoia gure bizitzari lehentasuna ematen genuelako izan zen.。Ezin dut utzi abandonatu zaitudala esaten baduzu。nire aitak ezagutu nahi ninduen、zergatik ez duzu hori egin?、Agian galdera hori egiteko gogoa izan nuen.。
I wonder if I can do saving my father’s-own-life ? I have been imagined that he might be Come-back to our family, if I could take him care with apply myself, just while 6 or minimum 3 months. Althogh I couldn’t, because I have to keep the life of my own family. Was I abandand him? He wants to complain to me, I wonder?
Argazkiko haize-errotaren azpiko baso iluna nire aitak landatutako zedro-basoa da.。Azken mehetzea nire aitak osatu zuen, mendiak berak maite zituena.、Basoko fauna, bata bestearen artean espazio ugari duena, da、Alde argia dago baso ukiezinarekiko.。Antza denez, 50 urte baino gutxiago dira zuhaitzak landatu zirenetik.。Denbora pasa ahala zuhaitz fin batean haziko da.。Hau da Hayashi non nire aitaren bihotza geratzen den.。
There is my father’s tree planted property that was viewed dark place in this picture. That is having good condition for trees now as he loved trees and its emvironmental nature. These trees just are little for use since only 50 years after his planting. They will be glowing up gradually. This mountain reminds me to him. 3/27
