肖像 Portrait

サージェント/sargent ; Lily,lily,,.(part)

nire aita ez da ondo sentitzen。Egunsenti batean, pentsatu nuen bat-batean。Ez daukat aitaren erretraturik。

My father has been bad for three weeks. One morning, I found that I didn’t have his portrait I painted.

margolaria naiz。Gainera, gai nagusia gizakiak dira (nahiz eta zaila den erretratua deitzea).。hala ere、Ez dago nire aitaren erretraturik.。aita, ama, emaztea, anaia、Ez nuen nire seniderik marraztu.。Ez dago autoerretratu askorik ere。nire aitona hil zenean、Heriotza-maskara bat marraztu nuen oraindik bero dagoen gorputzaren gainean.。Gainerakoa nire semearena da、Noizean behin zirriborro batzuk besterik ez daude.。

Although I’m a professional painter, but I have not painted any portraits of my relative’s. Even my self-portrait is also. In exeptional cases, one portrait of my grand-father was painted as his deth-mask just when he died, I did it on his body like a horse riding. Other is even a few my son’s, occasionaly.

Zenbat eta gehiago pentsatzen dut、arraroa dirudi horrek。Beti interesatu izan zaizkit giza aurpegiak eta keinuak.、Gauzak beste pertsonak baino sakonago behatzen ari nintzela uste nuen.、Zer esan nahi du honek?

I feel that’s the more strange, the more thinking. Althogh I’ve been keeping curiosity about human’s faces, human’s manner and I believed I was a good human watcher, why I didn’t do that?

Nire familiak bizitzaren zentzu gehiegi du.、Horrek esan nahi du pinturaren gaitik kenduta daudela? baina、Ez dut uste bizitzaren eta pinturaren artean kontraesanik dagoenik.。

Is this mean that the family is too close to me for object of painting pictures? However, I think that is consistable.

Hemendik aurrera, nire buruaz eta nire familiaz kontziente izango naiz.、Marraz dezagun pertsona ezagun bat。Motibo ezagunetatik、Sortzen ari diren irudi onen adibide asko daude.。

I will painting many portraits of my familial people after now. It goes without saying that the greatworks will be born from a famirial goods or things for artists.

休息する雲 / Cloud’s taking a rest

休息する雲 テンペラ 1990年代 / The cloud’s taking a rest. tempera

Dagoeneko hainbat aldiz idatzi dut、Unibertsitatean etengabeko ikaskuntza ikastaroa amaitzearekin batera、Ikasgelatik dena kentzeko、Lehenik eta behin, argazkiak antolatzen ari naiz.。Gorde nahi ditudan argazkiak dauden bitartean,、Badira gorde nahi ez ditudan argazki dezente.。

I’ve been sorting my paintings out for one month. It’s a preparation to remove it all until the lastday of our painting course of College longlife leaning center. There are some works I want to keep or not.

Atzean utzi nahi dudan argazkia da、Oraindik ere jatorrizko irudia、estiloa、Teknologia edukia da、Edo horretara eramaten duen prozesu bat den zerbait.。Noski, noski.、Arteari buruzko nire ikuspegia hori dela berretsi nuen.。

What are the works that I’d like to keep? It was made of original images, concept, original technic etc, and the process for completed one. In a way, it is natural. I got a new understanding of my own view of arts.

Irudi hau duela 20 urte baino gehiago egin zen.。gizaki bat bezala、Nekatu egingo zara hodeien gainetik flotatzen bazara.。Batzuetan lurrean atseden hartzen dut、Berreskuratu ondoren, berriro zerura igo zaitezke.、Hori da irudia。Hodei serieak 10 urte inguru iraun zuen.。Argazki gozoa da ordea、Orain ere badaude gauza batzuk erakartzen nautenak.。

This was painted more than 20 years ago. This concept is that a cloud will be tired such as staying in the sky everytime, so he should take a rest a bit on the ground. After refreshed out he’d better to take off again. This series was continued about 10 years . This work seems not so cool, but it mekes me move a little even now. 2012/3/1

中学生になった気分です / I’d like to・・

ギターを弾く男(部分) a guiter player(part) 水彩 2012

時々だがこのブログにもコメントが来る私はそれを無視しているわけではないが公表は殆どしていない。Horregatik、コメントを下さった方から見ればほぼ完全な黙殺と感じても不思議はない

I got some comments to this blog sometimes. Of cours I ‘ve read all of it, but I haven’t open to the web. So, It is easy to think that YOUR coments has been disregarded.

コメントの多くは私の知り合いだからそれでもまあいいが時々外国人と思われる方からのコメントについてはちょっと考える公表しないまでも読んでくれているのかな?くらいの反応を返せないかなと

Mostly of them are Japanese, but there are some people who may be foreigners I guess. Somehow I’d like to reply to them without open to the public. But, how?

英語で書けばいいそうは思ったのだが辞書を引きひき文法書をなまかじりしながら書くのではどうせ通じず無意味だと思っていた(じつは今も)。Baina、多少意味不明瞭でも何とか気持ちだけは伝えたいと最近思うようになってきた自分の英語の恥ずかしさを隠したい気持ちとの葛藤はあるがそれが現実なのだから仕方ないとも思う

So I ‘d like to write my blog in English as possible as I do, althogh I’m not good at.

Horregatik、(時々かも知れないが)ヘタな英文(のつもり?)も付けてみることにした英語ご堪能の方より良い英語になるようご指摘下さいお願い致します

I hope you enjoy it with me from now.  2012/2/24