fuair m'athair bás。201213ú Márta, 8:22am。Tógann Athair a anáil dheireanach 5、6 uair an chloig ó shin、Cuireadh traenacha níos faide ná Hachinohe ar fionraí de bharr sneachta trom.、D’éirigh liom an t-ospidéal a bhaint amach i gcarr mo dhearthár.。An nóiméad ar tháinig an ráta cuisle ar an monatóir cothrom le 0、Ní raibh ann ach mise agus m’athair sa seomra ospidéil.。
My father was dead. Márta 13 in 2012, at 8:22 in morning. I just was in time for his death before 5 or 6 hours with my brother. Outside was in the snowstorm as impossible as relate the train from Hachino-he to Oh-minato. When his pulse was disappear from the moniter, I was there with only my father in that room.
Nuair a chonaic mé aghaidh m’athar chomh luath agus a shroich mé an t-ospidéal、Mhothaigh mé go raibh bás m’athar gar.、ar an lámh eile、Ó tháinig mé, is féidir liom rud éigin a dhéanamh、Cé gur éirigh an dochtúir liom i bhfad ó shin (ní dheachaigh an dochtúir i gceannas abhaile agus d’fhan sé ann cé nach raibh sé ar dualgas)。Is dócha go raibh sé chun an leaba báis a fhógairt.)、Bhí mé ag smaoineamh gan aon bhunús。I ndáiríre, fuair m'athair bás gan a bheith in ann aon rud a dhéanamh.。
When we arrived, soon I felt he would be die in not so longtime. The other side, I had strange confidence that I could save his own life unfounded. At that time, his doctor has been gived saving his life up already I guess. Actualy I couldn’t do anything as completly for my father, I must be allowed the fact of his death.
Nárbh fhéidir liom cabhrú le m'athair? Ceapaim。6 mhí、Ar a laghad 3 mhí、Is dóigh liom fós go mb’fhéidir go mbeinn in ann m’athair a ghnóthú dá mbeinn dírithe ar a chúram.。Ba é an chúis nach ndearnamar é sin ná gur thugamar tosaíocht dár saolta féin.。Ní féidir liom cabhrú leis má deir tú gur thréig mé thú。bhí m'athair ag iarraidh bualadh liom、cén fáth nach ndearna tú é sin?、B'fhéidir go raibh mothú ar iarraidh a iarraidh。
I wonder if I can do saving my father’s-own-life ? I have been imagined that he might be Come-back to our family, if I could take him care with apply myself, just while 6 or minimum 3 months. Althogh I couldn’t, because I have to keep the life of my own family. Was I abandand him? He wants to complain to me, I wonder?
Is foraoise cedar í an fhoraois dhorcha faoin muileann gaoithe sa ghrianghraf a chuir m’athair.。Chuir m’athair an tanú deiridh i gcrích, a raibh grá aige do na sléibhte é féin.、Is é an fána foraoise, le go leor spáis idir a chéile、Tá difríocht shoiléir ón bhforaois nach féidir a láimhseáil.。Is cosúil go bhfuil sé beagán níos lú ná 50 bliain ó cuireadh na crainn.。Fásfaidh sé ina chrann mín le himeacht ama.。Seo Hayashi áit a bhfuil croí m’athar fós.。
There is my father’s tree planted property that was viewed dark place in this picture. That is having good condition for trees now as he loved trees and its emvironmental nature. These trees just are little for use since only 50 years after his planting. They will be glowing up gradually. This mountain reminds me to him. 3/27
