Mwa: Mas 2012

papa m mouri。201213 mas, 8:22am。Papa pran dènye souf li 5、6 èdtan de sa、Tren pi lwen pase Hachinohe yo te sispann akòz gwo nèj.、Mwen te rive jwenn lopital la nan machin frè m nan.。Moman an lè to batman kè sou monitè a te vin 0、Se te jis mwen menm ak papa m nan chanm lopital la.。

My father was dead. Mas 13 in 2012, at 8:22 in morning. I just was in time for his death before 5 or 6 hours with my brother. Outside was in the snowstorm as impossible as relate the train from Hachino-he to Oh-minato. When his pulse was disappear from the moniter, I was there with only my father in that room.

Lè'm wè figi papa'm le pli vit ke'm rive lopital la、Mwen te santi ke lanmò papa m te toupre.、nan lòt men an、Depi mwen vini, mwen ka fè yon bagay、Menmsi doktè a te abandone mwen depi lontan (doktè ki responsab la pa t al lakay li malgre li pat nan sèvis).。Li te pwobableman anonse kabann lanmò a.)、Mwen te panse san okenn baz。An reyalite, papa m te mouri san yo pa t kapab fè anyen.。

When we arrived, soon I felt he would be die in not so longtime. The other side, I had strange confidence that I could save his own life unfounded. At that time, his doctor has been gived saving his life up already I guess. Actualy I couldn’t do anything as completly for my father, I must be allowed the fact of his death.

Èske mwen pa t 'kapab ede papa m'? Mwen panse。6 mwa、Omwen 3 mwa、Mwen toujou panse ke si mwen te konsakre tèt mwen nan pran swen l ', mwen ta ka kapab refè papa m'.。Rezon ki fè nou pa t fè sa se paske nou te bay pwòp vi nou priyorite.。Mwen pa ka ede li si ou di mwen te abandone ou。papa m te vle rankontre m、poukisa ou pat fè sa?、Petèt te gen yon santiman anvi mande。

I wonder if I can do saving my father’s-own-life ? I have been imagined that he might be Come-back to our family, if I could take him care with apply myself, just while 6 or minimum 3 months. Althogh I couldn’t, because I have to keep the life of my own family. Was I abandand him? He wants to complain to me, I wonder?

Forè fè nwa anba moulen van an nan foto a se yon forè sèd ki te plante pa papa m.。Se papa m ki te fini aklèsi final la, ki te renmen mòn yo tèt li.、Fon forè a, ak anpil espas youn ak lòt, se、Gen yon diferans klè ak forè a entouchable.。Aparamman sa fè yon ti kras mwens pase 50 ane depi pye bwa yo te plante.。Li pral grandi nan yon bon pye bwa kòm tan ap pase.。Sa a se Hayashi kote kè papa m rete.。

There is my father’s tree planted property that was viewed dark place in this picture. That is having good condition for trees now as he loved trees and its emvironmental nature. These trees just are little for use since only 50 years after his planting. They will be glowing up gradually. This mountain reminds me to him. 3/27

papa m pa santi m byen。Yon douvanjou, mwen te panse toudenkou。Mwen pa gen pòtrè papa m。

My father has been bad for three weeks. One morning, I found that I didn’t have his portrait I painted.

mwen se yon pent。Anplis, tèm prensipal la se moun (byenke li difisil pou rele li yon pòtrè).。kanmenm、Pa gen pòtrè papa m.。papa, manman, madanm, frè、Mwen pa t desine okenn nan fanmi mwen.。Pa gen menm anpil pòtre pwòp tèt ou。lè granpapa m mouri、Mwen te trase yon mask lanmò ki te monte kò a toujou cho.。Rès la se pitit mwen an、Gen sèlman kèk desen okazyonèl.。

Although I’m a professional painter, but I have not painted any portraits of my relative’s. Even my self-portrait is also. In exeptional cases, one portrait of my grand-father was painted as his deth-mask just when he died, I did it on his body like a horse riding. Other is even a few my son’s, occasionaly.

Plis mwen panse sou li、sa sanble etranj。Mwen te toujou enterese nan figi moun ak jès.、Mwen te panse mwen te obsève bagay yo pi pwofondman pase lòt moun.、Kisa sa vle di?

I feel that’s the more strange, the more thinking. Althogh I’ve been keeping curiosity about human’s faces, human’s manner and I believed I was a good human watcher, why I didn’t do that?

Fanmi mwen gen twòp sans lavi.、Èske sa vle di ke yo retire yo nan sijè a nan penti? men、Mwen pa kwè gen yon kontradiksyon ant yon sans lavi ak penti.。

Is this mean that the family is too close to me for object of painting pictures? However, I think that is consistable.

Depi koulye a, mwen pral pran konsyans sou tèt mwen ak fanmi mwen.、Ann trase yon moun ki abitye。Soti nan motif abitye、Genyen anpil egzanp de bon foto ke yo te kreye.。

I will painting many portraits of my familial people after now. It goes without saying that the greatworks will be born from a famirial goods or things for artists.