bu farw fy nhad。2012Mawrth 13eg, 8:22yb。Tad yn cymryd ei anadl olaf 5、6 awr yn ôl、Cafodd trenau y tu hwnt i Hachinohe eu hatal oherwydd eira trwm.、Llwyddais i gyrraedd yr ysbyty yng nghar fy mrawd.。Y foment pan ddaeth cyfradd curiad y galon ar y monitor yn 0、Dim ond fi a fy nhad oedd yn yr ystafell ysbyty.。
My father was dead. Mawrth 13 in 2012, at 8:22 in morning. I just was in time for his death before 5 or 6 hours with my brother. Outside was in the snowstorm as impossible as relate the train from Hachino-he to Oh-minato. When his pulse was disappear from the moniter, I was there with only my father in that room.
Pan welais wyneb fy nhad cyn gynted ag y cyrhaeddais yr ysbyty、Teimlais fod marwolaeth fy nhad yn agos.、ar y llaw arall、Ers i mi ddod, gallaf wneud rhywbeth、Er bod y meddyg wedi rhoi'r gorau i mi amser maith yn ôl (nid aeth y meddyg â gofal adref ac arhosodd yno er nad oedd ar ddyletswydd)。Mae'n debyg ei fod i gyhoeddi'r gwely angau.)、Roeddwn i'n meddwl heb unrhyw sail。Mewn gwirionedd, bu farw fy nhad heb allu gwneud dim.。
When we arrived, soon I felt he would be die in not so longtime. The other side, I had strange confidence that I could save his own life unfounded. At that time, his doctor has been gived saving his life up already I guess. Actualy I couldn’t do anything as completly for my father, I must be allowed the fact of his death.
Oni allwn i fod wedi helpu fy nhad? dwi'n meddwl。6 mis、O leiaf 3 mis、Rwy'n dal i feddwl efallai y byddwn wedi gallu adfer fy nhad pe bawn wedi canolbwyntio ar ei ofal.。Y rheswm na wnaethom hynny oedd oherwydd ein bod yn blaenoriaethu ein bywydau ein hunain.。Ni allaf ei helpu os dywedwch imi gefnu arnoch。roedd fy nhad eisiau cwrdd â mi、pam na wnaethoch chi hynny?、Efallai bod yna deimlad o eisiau gofyn。
I wonder if I can do saving my father’s-own-life ? I have been imagined that he might be Come-back to our family, if I could take him care with apply myself, just while 6 or minimum 3 months. Althogh I couldn’t, because I have to keep the life of my own family. Was I abandand him? He wants to complain to me, I wonder?
Mae'r goedwig dywyll o dan y felin wynt yn y llun yn goedwig gedrwydd a blannwyd gan fy nhad.。Cwblhawyd y teneuo olaf gan fy nhad, a oedd yn caru'r mynyddoedd ei hun.、Mae ffawna'r goedwig, gyda digon o le rhwng ei gilydd, yn、Mae gwahaniaeth amlwg oddi wrth y goedwig anghyffyrddadwy.。Mae'n debyg ei bod ychydig yn llai na 50 mlynedd ers plannu'r coed.。Bydd yn tyfu'n goeden gain wrth i amser fynd heibio.。Dyma Hayashi lle mae calon fy nhad yn parhau.。
There is my father’s tree planted property that was viewed dark place in this picture. That is having good condition for trees now as he loved trees and its emvironmental nature. These trees just are little for use since only 50 years after his planting. They will be glowing up gradually. This mountain reminds me to him. 3/27