Pinġijt l-akwarell għall-ewwel darba fi żmien.。Meta kienet l-aħħar darba li ġibtu?、Ma nistax niftakar aktar。Ma naħsibx li se jkun qabel l-Erbgħa 7 ta’ Marzu għall-inqas.。Imbagħad、Għadu ma għaddax xahar、Intuwittiv、Tant inqatgħet li naħseb li diġà ilu snin.。
I painted a wator colour’s today. I don’t know when I did the latest one. I suppose it was within a month, but I feel for long time passing.
Huwa miġbud wisq。Ma jfissirx li hemm ħafna erja tal-wiċċ biex żebgħa.、mingħajr ħsieb、Ifisser li t-tpinġija hija monotona.。Probabbilment ifisser li l-iskrin u s-sensazzjoni mhumiex sinkronizzati.。
This is over painting, I think. It means that was painted too much narrative without deep thinking. It shows us the gap between this expression and my feeling.
Xorta waħda, inħoss il-ferħ li nikteb wara żmien twil ħriġ fuq l-iskrin.。Dik hija ħaġa tajba。Wara kollox, jiena persuna li tieħu enerġija billi tpinġi.、Erġajt ħassejtha。
Althogh, It seems that filled with joy on this picture. It has good feeling. I got a new understanding of myself who could refresh with paiting pictures. 2012/4/3
missieri miet。201213 ta’ Marzu, 8:22am。Missier jieħu l-aħħar nifs tiegħu 5、6 sigħat ilu、Ferroviji lil hinn minn Hachinohe ġew sospiżi minħabba borra qawwija.、Irnexxieli nilħaq l-isptar bil-karozza ta’ ħu.。Il-mument meta r-rata tal-polz fuq il-monitor saret 0、Konna biss jien u missieri fil-kamra tal-isptar.。
My father was dead. March 13 in 2012, at 8:22 in morning. I just was in time for his death before 5 or 6 hours with my brother. Outside was in the snowstorm as impossible as relate the train from Hachino-he to Oh-minato. When his pulse was disappear from the moniter, I was there with only my father in that room.
Meta rajt wiċċ missieri malli wasalt l-isptar、Ħassejt li l-mewt ta’ missieri kienet viċin.、Min-naħa l-oħra、Minn mindu ġejt, nista’ nagħmel xi ħaġa、Anke jekk it-tabib kien qata’ qalbi ilu (it-tabib inkarigat ma marx id-dar u baqa’ hemm minkejja li ma kienx xoghol)。Probabbilment kien biex iħabbar is-sodda tal-mewt.)、Kont qed naħseb mingħajr ebda bażi。Fir-realtà, missieri miet mingħajr ma seta’ jagħmel xejn.。
When we arrived, soon I felt he would be die in not so longtime. The other side, I had strange confidence that I could save his own life unfounded. At that time, his doctor has been gived saving his life up already I guess. Actualy I couldn’t do anything as completly for my father, I must be allowed the fact of his death.
Ma stajtx għen lil missieri? Naħseb。6 xhur、Mill-inqas 3 xhur、Għadni naħseb li kieku ddedikat ruħi biex nieħu ħsiebu, stajt stajt nirkupra lil missieri.。Ir-raġuni li ma għamilniex hekk kienet għaliex ipprijoritizzajna ħajjitna stess.。Ma nistax ngħinu jekk tgħid li abbandunajtek。missieri ried jiltaqa’ miegħi、għaliex ma għamiltx hekk?、Forsi kien hemm sensazzjoni li trid tistaqsi。
I wonder if I can do saving my father’s-own-life ? I have been imagined that he might be Come-back to our family, if I could take him care with apply myself, just while 6 or minimum 3 months. Althogh I couldn’t, because I have to keep the life of my own family. Was I abandand him? He wants to complain to me, I wonder?
Il-foresta skura taħt il-mitħna tar-riħ fir-ritratt hija foresta taċ-ċedru mħawla minn missieri.。山が大好きだった父自身の手で最終間伐を終え、たっぷりと間隔を取った林相は周囲の、手の入らない林とは歴然の差だ。植林後まだ50年に少し満たないらしい。これから時間を経るごとに立派な木に育っていくだろう。父の心が残っている林だ。
There is my father’s tree planted property that was viewed dark place in this picture. That is having good condition for trees now as he loved trees and its emvironmental nature. These trees just are little for use since only 50 years after his planting. They will be glowing up gradually. This mountain reminds me to him. 3/27
missieri mhux qed iħossu tajjeb。Filgħodu waħda, f'daqqa waħda ħsibt。M'għandix ritratt ta' missieri。
My father has been bad for three weeks. One morning, I found that I didn’t have his portrait I painted.
jien pittur。Barra minn hekk, it-tema ewlenija hija l-bnedmin (għalkemm huwa diffiċli li tissejjaħ ritratt).。madankollu、M’hemm l-ebda ritratt ta’ missieri.。missier, omm, mara, ħu、Jien ma ġibt l-ebda qraba tiegħi.。Lanqas ma hemm ħafna awtoritratti。meta miet nannu、Pinġejt maskra tal-mewt fuq il-ġisem li għadu sħun.。Il-bqija huwa ta’ ibni、Hemm biss ftit abbozzi okkażjonali.。
Although I’m a professional painter, but I have not painted any portraits of my relative’s. Even my self-portrait is also. In exeptional cases, one portrait of my grand-father was painted as his deth-mask just when he died, I did it on his body like a horse riding. Other is even a few my son’s, occasionaly.
Iktar ma naħseb dwarha、li tidher stramba。Minn dejjem kont interessat fl-uċuħ u l-ġesti umani.、Ħsibt li qed josserva l-affarijiet aktar fil-fond minn nies oħra.、Xi jfisser dan?
I feel that’s the more strange, the more thinking. Althogh I’ve been keeping curiosity about human’s faces, human’s manner and I believed I was a good human watcher, why I didn’t do that?
Il-familja tiegħi għandha wisq sens tal-ħajja.、Ifisser dan li jitneħħew mis-suġġett tal-pittura? imma、Ma naħsibx li hemm kontradizzjoni bejn sens ta’ ħajja u pittura.。
Is this mean that the family is too close to me for object of painting pictures? However, I think that is consistable.
Minn issa ’l quddiem, inkun konxju dwari u dwar il-familja tiegħi.、Ejja niġbed persuna familjari。Minn motivi familjari、Hemm ħafna eżempji ta 'stampi tajbin li qed jinħolqu.。
I will painting many portraits of my familial people after now. It goes without saying that the greatworks will be born from a famirial goods or things for artists.
