missieri miet。201213 ta’ Marzu, 8:22am。Missier jieħu l-aħħar nifs tiegħu 5、6 sigħat ilu、Ferroviji lil hinn minn Hachinohe ġew sospiżi minħabba borra qawwija.、Irnexxieli nilħaq l-isptar bil-karozza ta’ ħu.。Il-mument meta r-rata tal-polz fuq il-monitor saret 0、Konna biss jien u missieri fil-kamra tal-isptar.。
My father was dead. March 13 in 2012, at 8:22 in morning. I just was in time for his death before 5 or 6 hours with my brother. Outside was in the snowstorm as impossible as relate the train from Hachino-he to Oh-minato. When his pulse was disappear from the moniter, I was there with only my father in that room.
Meta rajt wiċċ missieri malli wasalt l-isptar、Ħassejt li l-mewt ta’ missieri kienet viċin.、Min-naħa l-oħra、Minn mindu ġejt, nista’ nagħmel xi ħaġa、Anke jekk it-tabib kien qata’ qalbi ilu (it-tabib inkarigat ma marx id-dar u baqa’ hemm minkejja li ma kienx xoghol)。Probabbilment kien biex iħabbar is-sodda tal-mewt.)、Kont qed naħseb mingħajr ebda bażi。Fir-realtà, missieri miet mingħajr ma seta’ jagħmel xejn.。
When we arrived, soon I felt he would be die in not so longtime. The other side, I had strange confidence that I could save his own life unfounded. At that time, his doctor has been gived saving his life up already I guess. Actualy I couldn’t do anything as completly for my father, I must be allowed the fact of his death.
Ma stajtx għen lil missieri? Naħseb。6 xhur、Mill-inqas 3 xhur、Għadni naħseb li kieku ddedikat ruħi biex nieħu ħsiebu, stajt stajt nirkupra lil missieri.。Ir-raġuni li ma għamilniex hekk kienet għaliex ipprijoritizzajna ħajjitna stess.。Ma nistax ngħinu jekk tgħid li abbandunajtek。missieri ried jiltaqa’ miegħi、għaliex ma għamiltx hekk?、Forsi kien hemm sensazzjoni li trid tistaqsi。
I wonder if I can do saving my father’s-own-life ? I have been imagined that he might be Come-back to our family, if I could take him care with apply myself, just while 6 or minimum 3 months. Althogh I couldn’t, because I have to keep the life of my own family. Was I abandand him? He wants to complain to me, I wonder?
Il-foresta skura taħt il-mitħna tar-riħ fir-ritratt hija foresta taċ-ċedru mħawla minn missieri.。It-tnaqqija finali tlestiet minn missieri, li kien iħobb il-muntanji nnifsu.、Il-fawna tal-foresti, b'ħafna spazju bejn xulxin, hija、Hemm differenza ċara mill-foresta li ma tintmissx.。Jidher li għaddew ftit inqas minn 50 sena minn meta tħawlu s-siġar.。Se tikber f’siġra fina hekk kif jgħaddi ż-żmien.。Dan huwa Hayashi fejn il-qalb ta’ missieri tibqa’.。
There is my father’s tree planted property that was viewed dark place in this picture. That is having good condition for trees now as he loved trees and its emvironmental nature. These trees just are little for use since only 50 years after his planting. They will be glowing up gradually. This mountain reminds me to him. 3/27
