四十九日 / 49th day

老部(おいぺ)待休所にて  Oipe memorial place

Fid-49 servizz ta’ tifkira ta’ missieri、Irritorna lejn Shimokita/Higashidori Village。29 ta’ April、Intemm is-servizz ta’ tifkira bla xkiel、Sa dakinhar, il-pilloli temporanji kienu jitpoġġew fil-post tal-mistrieħ tar-raħal (post tal-ġbir għal Nembutsu-ba).、sala tat-talb。Ġie mċaqlaq għal Mt. Osore (li għandu kulur reliġjuż folkloristiku interessanti simili għal dak ta 'Mt. Osore).、Missieri issa huwa wieħed mill-antenati tiegħi.。

I’ve been Higashi-dori village for my father’s memorial celemony based on buddism in Shimokita. It means 49 days passed from his death. It is quite common and important custom in Japan. After this celemony, all of living member of his family are able to do ordinary behavior. And then his spirit turn to one of our ancestors. 2012/4/30

Fil-Buddiżmu Ġappuniż、49 jum wara l-mewt għandu tifsira importanti ħafna.。Fil-Buddiżmu Ġappuniż, il-jum tal-mewt huwa meqjus bħala l-ewwel jum.、Ejja ngħidu li ssir proċess kull sebat ijiem dwar il-merti tal-mejtin matul ħajjithom.。L-ewwel sebat ijiem se tkun l-ewwel prova.、Anke jekk inti mejjet, x’se jiġri minn ħajtek u mewtek fil-ħajja ta’ wara?、Ninsab nervuża għax l-ewwel prova se ssir għal。Hemmhekk, il-familji batuti jappoġġjaw、tipprova tappoġġja、tagħmel l-ewwel offerta。Offerta hija donazzjoni lis-soċjetà.、Dan mhux bilfors ifisser li ssir għall-patrijiet.。Fil-qosor, il-mejjet、Dan ifisser li l-familja batuta tieħu ħsieb in-nuqqas fil-kontribuzzjoni soċjali.。U ssir prova kull sebat ijiem.、Il-verdett se jiġi konkluż fis-7 u l-aħħar proċess.。Il-provi dejjem isiru f'seba' sessjonijiet.、L-episodju finali huwa l-aktar importanti。Jekk ikun hawn barra, il-mejtin ma jistgħux imorru fl-Art Pura tal-Ġenna.、se tmur l-infern。Għalhekk, il-familja mnebbħa tagħti l-aħħar kliem lill-mejjet.、Itella bid-donazzjonijiet bħala grazzi、Huwa importanti li tagħti appoġġ lill-mejjet。M'hemm l-ebda ċans wara dan。Għalhekk ngħidu li t-tifkira fid-49 hija l-aktar importanti.。

“After 49 days from death” has very impottant meaning for japanese buddism. They say that every death person must be on trial every 7 days after death about his contribution to society (it colled “kudoku” ) at their living time. If the judgement means too short, that death person can not go to Heaven. The 49 days mean the 7th trial. This is final and most impotant chance. S0 most bareaved family would like to help them from this living world. Actually we served gorgeous dinner and money to the buddist priest specially. Sometimes it seems that cost is very big money .

Dan is-servizz ta’ tifkira huwa wkoll għall-patrijiet.、importanti ħafna bħala sors ta’ dħul。fil-Ġappun modern、Qisu l-Buddiżmu m'għadux jeżisti.、Għadu preżenza kbira biss fejn tidħol id-difna tal-mejtin.。L-''ekonomija tal-funerali'' hija, biex ngħidu hekk, il-linja tas-salvataġġ tal-Buddiżmu Ġappuniż.。Barra minn hekk, id-dwejjaq tal-familja mnebbaħ、Irrelativizza d-dwejjaq、Id-distakk bejn il-ħtiġijiet soċjali biex jitnaqqas il-piż psikoloġiku kemm jista 'jkun、U bejn il-pressjoni taż-żmien tal-katavri li qed jiddekomponu minħabba t-tisħin globali,、Għalkemm jidher messy, għandu preżenza enormi.。Dan huwa s-sinifikat modern tas-servizz ta’ tifkira ta’ 49 jum.、Aħna Ġappuniżi、M'hemm l-ebda kwistjoni dwar il-funerali.、Għandhom karattru nazzjonali stramb.。

This celemony is not only important for death person but the priest also on a viewpoint of economy. In Japan, real buddism seems disappeared already but it has strongly existance around the celemony like this. Economy with death celemony is a life-line for japanese buddism indeed. Although most of japanese feel death celemony is out of all problem.

久しぶりに描いた / Got good feeling

 

はまなす 水彩F4(部分) 2012

Pinġijt l-akwarell għall-ewwel darba fi żmien.。Meta kienet l-aħħar darba li ġibtu?、Ma nistax niftakar aktar。Ma naħsibx li se jkun qabel l-Erbgħa 7 ta’ Marzu għall-inqas.。Imbagħad、Għadu ma għaddax xahar、Intuwittiv、Tant inqatgħet li naħseb li diġà ilu snin.。

I painted a wator colour’s today. I don’t know when I did the latest one. I suppose it was within a month, but I feel for long time passing.

Huwa miġbud wisq。Ma jfissirx li hemm ħafna erja tal-wiċċ biex żebgħa.、mingħajr ħsieb、Ifisser li t-tpinġija hija monotona.。Probabbilment ifisser li l-iskrin u s-sensazzjoni mhumiex sinkronizzati.。

This is over painting, I think. It means that was painted too much narrative without deep thinking. It shows us the gap between this expression and my feeling.

Xorta waħda, inħoss il-ferħ li nikteb wara żmien twil ħriġ fuq l-iskrin.。Dik hija ħaġa tajba。Wara kollox, jiena persuna li tieħu enerġija billi tpinġi.、Erġajt ħassejtha。

Althogh, It seems that filled with joy on this picture. It has good feeling. I got a new understanding of myself who could refresh with paiting pictures. 2012/4/3

 

父が亡くなった   My father was dead

父の作った山

missieri miet。201213 ta’ Marzu, 8:22am。Missier jieħu l-aħħar nifs tiegħu 5、6 sigħat ilu、Ferroviji lil hinn minn Hachinohe ġew sospiżi minħabba borra qawwija.、Irnexxieli nilħaq l-isptar bil-karozza ta’ ħu.。Il-mument meta r-rata tal-polz fuq il-monitor saret 0、Konna biss jien u missieri fil-kamra tal-isptar.。

My father was dead. March 13 in 2012, at 8:22 in morning. I just was in time for his death before 5 or 6 hours with my brother. Outside was in the snowstorm as impossible as relate the train from Hachino-he to Oh-minato. When his pulse was disappear from the moniter, I was there with only my father in that room.

Meta rajt wiċċ missieri malli wasalt l-isptar、Ħassejt li l-mewt ta’ missieri kienet viċin.、Min-naħa l-oħra、Minn mindu ġejt, nista’ nagħmel xi ħaġa、Anke jekk it-tabib kien qata’ qalbi ilu (it-tabib inkarigat ma marx id-dar u baqa’ hemm minkejja li ma kienx xoghol)。Probabbilment kien biex iħabbar is-sodda tal-mewt.)、Kont qed naħseb mingħajr ebda bażi。Fir-realtà, missieri miet mingħajr ma seta’ jagħmel xejn.。

When we arrived, soon I felt he would be die in not so longtime. The other side, I had strange confidence that I could save his own life unfounded. At that time, his doctor has been gived saving his life up already I guess. Actualy I couldn’t do anything as completly for my father, I must be allowed the fact of his death.

Ma stajtx għen lil missieri? Naħseb。6 xhur、Mill-inqas 3 xhur、Għadni naħseb li kieku ddedikat ruħi biex nieħu ħsiebu, stajt stajt nirkupra lil missieri.。Ir-raġuni li ma għamilniex hekk kienet għaliex ipprijoritizzajna ħajjitna stess.。Ma nistax ngħinu jekk tgħid li abbandunajtek。missieri ried jiltaqa’ miegħi、għaliex ma għamiltx hekk?、Forsi kien hemm sensazzjoni li trid tistaqsi。

I wonder if I can do saving my father’s-own-life ? I have been imagined that he might be Come-back to our family, if I could take him care with apply myself, just while 6 or minimum 3 months. Althogh I couldn’t, because I have to keep the life of my own family. Was I abandand him? He wants to complain to me, I wonder?

Il-foresta skura taħt il-mitħna tar-riħ fir-ritratt hija foresta taċ-ċedru mħawla minn missieri.。It-tnaqqija finali tlestiet minn missieri, li kien iħobb il-muntanji nnifsu.、Il-fawna tal-foresti, b'ħafna spazju bejn xulxin, hija、Hemm differenza ċara mill-foresta li ma tintmissx.。Jidher li għaddew ftit inqas minn 50 sena minn meta tħawlu s-siġar.。Se tikber f’siġra fina hekk kif jgħaddi ż-żmien.。Dan huwa Hayashi fejn il-qalb ta’ missieri tibqa’.。

There is my father’s tree planted property that was viewed dark place in this picture. That is having good condition for trees now as he loved trees and its emvironmental nature. These trees just are little for use since only 50 years after his planting. They will be glowing up gradually. This mountain reminds me to him. 3/27