四十 九日 / 49th die

老 部 (おい ぺ) 待 休 所 にて Oipe memoriam loco

In memoria patris mei 49th ministerium、Reversi Sint ad Shimokita / Higashidori Village。29 Aprilis、Memoriale officium teres consummans、Hucusque tabulae temporales positae sunt in loco in vico (collectio Nembutsu-ba).、orationis praetorium。Hoc Mt Osore permotum est (quod interesting vulgares habet colorem religioni similem cum Mt Osore).、Pater nunc unus maiorum.。

I’ve been Higashi-dori village for my father’s memorial celemony based on buddism in Shimokita. Dicit 49 dies de morte. It is quite common and important custom in Japan. Post hoc celemony, all of living member of his family are able to do ordinary behavior. And then his spirit turn to one of our ancestors. 2012/4/30

In Iaponica Buddhismus、49 dies post mortem maximum momentum habet.。In Buddhismo Iaponicis dies obitus primus dies censetur.、Esto quod in vita mortuorum iudicium fit singulis septem diebus de meritis mortuorum.。Septem dies primi iudicii erunt.、Etiam si mortuus es, quid in vita et morte fiet tua vita?、timidus sum quia primum iudicium tenendum est。Ibi familias orbatas sustentant、conatur support、ut oblatio。Oblatio est donatio societati.、Hoc non est necessario intelligendum quod pro monachis fiat.。Denique defuncti、Hoc significat quod familia orbata caveat inopiam in re sociali.。Et per septem dies fit iudicium.、Iudicatio in VII et ultimo iudicio concludetur.。Iudicia semper in septem sessionibus habentur.、Ultima res est maxime momenti。Si hic agitur, mortui ad puram Paradisi Terram ire non possunt.、ibo ad inferos。Ideo familia orba defuncto ultima verba dat.、Onerantes donationibus sicut gratias ago tibi、Est momenti ad tergum sursum defuncti。Non est casu post hoc。Inde est quod maximum officium 49 memoriale dicimus.。

“After 49 days from death” has very impottant meaning for japanese buddism. They say that every death person must be on trial every 7 days after death about his contribution to society (it colled “kudoku” ) ad vivum tempus. If the judgement means too short, that death person can not go to Heaven. In 49 dies intelliguntur 7 iudicio. Hoc est ultimum et impotant forte. S0 most bareaved family would like to help them from this living world. Actually we served gorgeous dinner and money to the buddist priest specially. Sometimes it seems that cost is very big money .

Hoc monimentum etiam monachorum officium est.、maxime momenti est fons reditus。in modern Japan、Tamquam Buddhismus non iam exstat.、Habet adhuc magna praesentia solum cum ad sepeliendum mortuos venit.。`Oeconomica funebris' est, ut ita dicam, vita Buddhismi Iaponica.。Tristitia etiam familiae orbatae、relativo tristitiam、Intervallum inter necessitates sociales ad onus psychologicum redigendum quam maxime、Inter pressionem temporis cadavera corrumpendi ob calefactionem globalem;、Etsi nuntius spectat, praesentiam magnam habet.。Id est momentum hodiernum 49 dierum memorialis servitutis.、Iaponica sumus、De funeribus non est exitus.、Mirum habent ingenium.。

This celemony is not only important for death person but the priest also on a viewpoint of economy. In Japan, real buddism seems disappeared already but it has strongly existance around the celemony like this. Economy with death celemony is a life-line for japanese buddism indeed. Although most of japanese feel death celemony is out of all problem.

久しぶり に 描い た / Got bonum affectum

 

はまなす　水彩F4（部分）　2012

Ego adipiscing faucibus primum in a dum.。Quando ultimo traxit?、Non possum ultra recordabor。Non puto fore ante diem Mercurii, saltem die 7 Martii.。deinde、Hoc non fuit in mense adhuc、Intuitive、Tam incisa est ut iam annos fuisse putem.。

I painted a wator colour’s today. I don’t know when I did the latest one. I suppose it was within a month, but I feel for long time passing.

Nimium ducta。Multum superficiei non significat esse pingere.、sine cogitatione、Significat extractionem fastidiosus.。Probabiliter significat screen et sensum extra sync esse.。

This is over painting, I think. It means that was painted too much narrative without deep thinking. It shows us the gap between this expression and my feeling.

Tamen sentio gaudium scribendi longo tempore exeuntem in screen.。Quod suus 'bona res。Ceterum homo sum qui in trahendo operatur.、Sensi illud。

Althogh, It seems that filled with joy on this picture. It has good feeling. I got a new understanding of myself who could refresh with paiting pictures. 2012/4/3

 

父 が 亡くなっ た patrem mortuum

父の作った山

pater meus mortuus est。201213 Martii, 8:22。Pater extremum spiritum accipit 5、VI horis ante、Impedimenta ultra Hachinohe suspensa propter nivem gravem.、Hospitium in currum fratris mei attingere potui.。Momentum cum rate pulsus in monitor factus est 0、Sicut erat in camera hospitalis et pater meus.。

My father was dead. Iter 13 in 2012, at 8:22 in morning. I just was in time for his death before 5 or 6 hours with my brother. Outside was in the snowstorm as impossible as relate the train from Hachino-he to Oh-minato. When his pulse was disappear from the moniter, I was there with only my father in that room.

Cum patris mei faciem vidi quam primum in nosocomium perveni、Mortem patris sensi prope esse.、Sentit calidiores quam numeros、Quia veni, possum facere aliquid、Etsi medicus mihi iam olim tradiderat (medicus praepositus domum non ivit et ibi mansit etsi officio non erat)。Probabile fuit nuntiare lectum decessum).、Ego sine aliqua ratione cogitabat。Reapse mortuus est pater, nihil posse facere.。

When we arrived, soon I felt he would be die in not so longtime. The other side, I had strange confidence that I could save his own life unfounded. At that time, his doctor has been gived saving his life up already I guess. Actualy I couldn’t do anything as completly for my father, I must be allowed the fact of his death.

Non potui patrem iuvisse? cogito。VI menses、Saltem III mensibus、ego tamen illum, si me ei curae dedissem, potuissem recuperare patrem.。Quod ideo non fecimus, quia vita nostra prioritized.。Non possum, si dixeris me dereliquisti te。pater voluit in occursum mihi、cur hoc non fecisti?、Maybe erat affectum deesse quaerere。

I wonder if I can do saving my father’s-own-life ? I have been imagined that he might be Come-back to our family, if I could take him care with apply myself, just while 6 or minimum 3 months. Althogh I couldn’t, because I have to keep the life of my own family. Was I abandand him? He wants to complain to me, I wonder?

Silva obscura sub molendino in photo est silva cedrina a patre meo plantata.。Postrema extenuatio completa est a patre meo, qui montes ipsum amavit.、Silva Fauna, spatio inter se spatiosa, est、Intemerata silva claret differentia.。Videtur quod arbores paulo minus quam 50 annos plantatae sint.。Crescit in arborem praeclaram procedente tempore.。Hoc est Hayashi ubi cor patris mei manet.。

There is my father’s tree planted property that was viewed dark place in this picture. That is having good condition for trees now as he loved trees and its emvironmental nature. These trees just are little for use since only 50 years after his planting. They will be glowing up gradually. This mountain reminds me to him. 3/27