Mensis: Iter 2012

pater meus mortuus est。201213 Martii, 8:22。Pater extremum spiritum accipit 5、VI horis ante、Impedimenta ultra Hachinohe suspensa propter nivem gravem.、Hospitium in currum fratris mei attingere potui.。Momentum cum rate pulsus in monitor factus est 0、Sicut erat in camera hospitalis et pater meus.。

My father was dead. Iter 13 in 2012, at 8:22 in morning. I just was in time for his death before 5 or 6 hours with my brother. Outside was in the snowstorm as impossible as relate the train from Hachino-he to Oh-minato. When his pulse was disappear from the moniter, I was there with only my father in that room.

Cum patris mei faciem vidi quam primum in nosocomium perveni、Mortem patris sensi prope esse.、Sentit calidiores quam numeros、Quia veni, possum facere aliquid、Etsi medicus mihi iam olim tradiderat (medicus praepositus domum non ivit et ibi mansit etsi officio non erat)。Probabile fuit nuntiare lectum decessum).、Ego sine aliqua ratione cogitabat。Reapse mortuus est pater, nihil posse facere.。

When we arrived, soon I felt he would be die in not so longtime. The other side, I had strange confidence that I could save his own life unfounded. At that time, his doctor has been gived saving his life up already I guess. Actualy I couldn’t do anything as completly for my father, I must be allowed the fact of his death.

Non potui patrem iuvisse? cogito。VI menses、Saltem III mensibus、ego tamen illum, si me ei curae dedissem, potuissem recuperare patrem.。Quod ideo non fecimus, quia vita nostra prioritized.。Non possum, si dixeris me dereliquisti te。pater voluit in occursum mihi、cur hoc non fecisti?、Maybe erat affectum deesse quaerere。

I wonder if I can do saving my father’s-own-life ? I have been imagined that he might be Come-back to our family, if I could take him care with apply myself, just while 6 or minimum 3 months. Althogh I couldn’t, because I have to keep the life of my own family. Was I abandand him? He wants to complain to me, I wonder?

Silva obscura sub molendino in photo est silva cedrina a patre meo plantata.。Postrema extenuatio completa est a patre meo, qui montes ipsum amavit.、Silva Fauna, spatio inter se spatiosa, est、Intemerata silva claret differentia.。Videtur quod arbores paulo minus quam 50 annos plantatae sint.。Crescit in arborem praeclaram procedente tempore.。Hoc est Hayashi ubi cor patris mei manet.。

There is my father’s tree planted property that was viewed dark place in this picture. That is having good condition for trees now as he loved trees and its emvironmental nature. These trees just are little for use since only 50 years after his planting. They will be glowing up gradually. This mountain reminds me to him. 3/27

pater non belle。Una aurora subito cogitatio。Non habeo imaginem patris mei。

My father has been bad for three weeks. One morning, I found that I didn’t have his portrait I painted.

ego sum pictor。Praecipuum autem argumentum est homines (quamvis difficile sit imaginem appellare).。tamen、Nulla vitae porta mi.。pater, mater, uxor, frater、Ego nihil de propinquis meis eduxi.。Sunt ne multae imagines auto-。quando avus meus mortuus est、larvam vagam adhuc calido corpore morti strinxi.。Reliqua filii mei、Paucae tantum schedulae occasionales sunt.。

Although I’m a professional painter, but I have not painted any portraits of my relative’s. Even my self-portrait is also. In exeptional cases, one portrait of my grand-father was painted as his deth-mask just when he died, I did it on his body like a horse riding. Other is even a few my son’s, occasionaly.

Magis cogitabo、quod mirum videtur。Humanis vultus gestusque semper fui.、Putabam me altius res animadvertisse quam ceteri homines.、Quid est hoc, Pythi?

I feel that’s the more strange, the more thinking. Althogh I’ve been keeping curiosity about human’s faces, human’s manner and I believed I was a good human watcher, why I didn’t do that?

Familia mea nimium sensum vitae habet.、Hoccine est quod a pictura removentur? sed、Non puto repugnantiam inter vitae et picturae sensum.。

Is this mean that the family is too close to me for object of painting pictures? However, I think that is consistable.

Posthac conscius ero de me et de familia mea.、Trahamus familiarem hominem。Ex nota motifs、Exempla bonarum picturarum creantur.。

I will painting many portraits of my familial people after now. It goes without saying that the greatworks will be born from a famirial goods or things for artists.