pater meus mortuus est。201213 Martii, 8:22。Pater extremum spiritum accipit 5、VI horis ante、Impedimenta ultra Hachinohe suspensa propter nivem gravem.、Hospitium in currum fratris mei attingere potui.。Momentum cum rate pulsus in monitor factus est 0、Sicut erat in camera hospitalis et pater meus.。
My father was dead. Iter 13 in 2012, at 8:22 in morning. I just was in time for his death before 5 or 6 hours with my brother. Outside was in the snowstorm as impossible as relate the train from Hachino-he to Oh-minato. When his pulse was disappear from the moniter, I was there with only my father in that room.
Cum patris mei faciem vidi quam primum in nosocomium perveni、Mortem patris sensi prope esse.、Sentit calidiores quam numeros、Quia veni, possum facere aliquid、Etsi medicus mihi iam olim tradiderat (medicus praepositus domum non ivit et ibi mansit etsi officio non erat)。Probabile fuit nuntiare lectum decessum).、Ego sine aliqua ratione cogitabat。Reapse mortuus est pater, nihil posse facere.。
When we arrived, soon I felt he would be die in not so longtime. The other side, I had strange confidence that I could save his own life unfounded. At that time, his doctor has been gived saving his life up already I guess. Actualy I couldn’t do anything as completly for my father, I must be allowed the fact of his death.
Non potui patrem iuvisse? cogito。VI menses、Saltem III mensibus、ego tamen illum, si me ei curae dedissem, potuissem recuperare patrem.。Quod ideo non fecimus, quia vita nostra prioritized.。Non possum, si dixeris me dereliquisti te。pater voluit in occursum mihi、cur hoc non fecisti?、Maybe erat affectum deesse quaerere。
I wonder if I can do saving my father’s-own-life ? I have been imagined that he might be Come-back to our family, if I could take him care with apply myself, just while 6 or minimum 3 months. Althogh I couldn’t, because I have to keep the life of my own family. Was I abandand him? He wants to complain to me, I wonder?
Silva obscura sub molendino in photo est silva cedrina a patre meo plantata.。Postrema extenuatio completa est a patre meo, qui montes ipsum amavit.、Silva Fauna, spatio inter se spatiosa, est、Intemerata silva claret differentia.。Videtur quod arbores paulo minus quam 50 annos plantatae sint.。Crescit in arborem praeclaram procedente tempore.。Hoc est Hayashi ubi cor patris mei manet.。
There is my father’s tree planted property that was viewed dark place in this picture. That is having good condition for trees now as he loved trees and its emvironmental nature. These trees just are little for use since only 50 years after his planting. They will be glowing up gradually. This mountain reminds me to him. 3/27
